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I am as at sea, and as ignorant and mystified, as the first day I ever saw algebra.

the pinefox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:24 (twenty-two years ago)

The texts are meaningless, they are the enemy's deception.

the pinefox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:25 (twenty-two years ago)

Even in transient coffee-shops and hotels, or the gloom of taverns, the crooning of Bing Crosby out of a juke-box, and the bar-tender clanking glasses, achieve a perfect identity, a high round note of their own flavour, that makes me tearful with the gratitude of reception.

the bingfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:27 (twenty-two years ago)

Were you intending to commit fornication in Arizona?

the zonefox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:31 (twenty-two years ago)

They are taking me away in a police car.

the carfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:37 (twenty-two years ago)

Lipstick and perfume!

the lipfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:44 (twenty-two years ago)

I'm a family man, I belong to the Rotary Club.

the clubfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:45 (twenty-two years ago)

Get pally with the gang.

the gangfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:46 (twenty-two years ago)

Eeach yellow or scarlet leaf hangs like a flag waving me on.

the flagfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 15:51 (twenty-two years ago)

Did the Darkness have a hit in Canada, then?

Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Monday, 18 August 2003 16:06 (twenty-two years ago)

“Hey, this looks sort of funny. I like these movies about partying at the beach... hold on... are those two dudes playing with a corpse? Oh my god – they’re dressing it up and taking it to the party with them. I hope it leaks something infectious onto their sick asses!”

bnw (bnw), Monday, 18 August 2003 16:13 (twenty-two years ago)

It seems odd to me that you would say that about the
production when I know you were a fan of the first ep which had god fuckin
awful production.

Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Monday, 18 August 2003 16:15 (twenty-two years ago)

"Can you create something true and meaningful on demand? For example, if the Pope comissioned you..."

ModJ, Monday, 18 August 2003 16:19 (twenty-two years ago)

A witty saying proves nothing.

Kingfish (Kingfish), Monday, 18 August 2003 16:44 (twenty-two years ago)

"Wine, whores, and ugly buildings all get respect with age."

strongo hulkington (dubplatestyle), Monday, 18 August 2003 16:46 (twenty-two years ago)

I don't know what it is with me, I guess I'm just built that way.

the builtfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 17:46 (twenty-two years ago)

watch your bassbins im telling you

gareth (gareth), Monday, 18 August 2003 17:59 (twenty-two years ago)

last orders half past 10

gareth (gareth), Monday, 18 August 2003 17:59 (twenty-two years ago)

I like to drink wine more than I used to. I'm drinking more, anyway...

ModJ, Monday, 18 August 2003 18:00 (twenty-two years ago)

EVERY POSSE AND CREW THE FUTURE IS OUT THERE BEFORE YOUR EYES!

gareth (gareth), Monday, 18 August 2003 18:00 (twenty-two years ago)

yo, can i get a 40?

bnw (bnw), Monday, 18 August 2003 18:07 (twenty-two years ago)

If I held you any tighter, I'd be in back of you.

Tracer Hand (tracerhand), Monday, 18 August 2003 18:09 (twenty-two years ago)

Get in a good mood. How hard is it to decide to be in a good mood and be in a good mood?

Ally (mlescaut), Monday, 18 August 2003 18:13 (twenty-two years ago)

Two hits: I hit you, you hit the floor.

bnw (bnw), Monday, 18 August 2003 18:17 (twenty-two years ago)

Tonstant Weader fwowed up.

Haikunym (Haikunym), Monday, 18 August 2003 18:28 (twenty-two years ago)

Constant palliness leads to evil.

Sommermute (Wintermute), Monday, 18 August 2003 19:08 (twenty-two years ago)

"Most of my kind believe that Earth
Is the only planet not covered with hair. So be it..."

weatheringdaleson (weatheringdaleson), Monday, 18 August 2003 19:23 (twenty-two years ago)

"See what your love can do. Say 'Oh! Look what my love did'"

Tim (Tim), Monday, 18 August 2003 20:29 (twenty-two years ago)

It's not that I'm lazy, it's that I just don't care.

daria g (daria g), Monday, 18 August 2003 20:31 (twenty-two years ago)

So love may blind the expectation in my parents' eyes; or eloquence rise from my urgency and melt them too with ruth; understanding may now stalk down Sparks Street in every clerk, undoing wrongs begun before Wolfe; or in Honey Dew cafés a kind look glance towards me as I open the door.

the honeyfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 21:08 (twenty-two years ago)

Coming from California, which is oblivious of regret, approaching November whips me with the passion of the dying year.

the passionfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 21:09 (twenty-two years ago)

Nor has the blood of the early settlers, spilt in feud and heroism, yet been bottled by a Coca-Cola firm and sold as ten-cent tradition.

the colafox, Monday, 18 August 2003 21:10 (twenty-two years ago)

"My sympathies, friend: You've no manner of luck at all."

Andrew Farrell (afarrell), Monday, 18 August 2003 21:11 (twenty-two years ago)

Everything flows like the Mississippi over a devastated earth, which drinks unsurfeited, and augments the liquid with waterfalls of gratitude; which raises a sound of praise to deafen all doubters forever; to burst their shamed eardrums with the roar of proof, louder than bombs or screams or the inside ticking of remorse.

the bombfox, Monday, 18 August 2003 21:12 (twenty-two years ago)

LL Cool J stands for Ladies Love Cool James, and besides the 2,000-plus baseball caps that I alternate from day to day, that's the me most people see. But I'm a lot more than an entertainer who wears hats and rolls up his pants leg. I'm a father with three beautiful children. I'm a husband with a wonderful wife. I'm a healing victim of abuse who has made many mistakes along the way. My real name is James Todd Smith, and in real life, I am a man.

Quote-o-nym (Haikunym), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 00:33 (twenty-two years ago)

But I have become a part of the earth: I am one of its waves flooding and leaping.

the wavefox, Tuesday, 19 August 2003 08:08 (twenty-two years ago)

"I came to America because they told me the streets were paved with gold. When I got here, I discovered three things. Firstly, the streets aren't paved with gold. Secondly, the streets aren't paved at all. Thirdly, they expected me to pave them"

Dom Passantino (Dom Passantino), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 08:46 (twenty-two years ago)

You have played the part of a damned scoundrel, and are a coward, and if you were any part a man I would slap your jaws and force you to resent it... I say to you that if you ever again try to interfere with me or cross my path it will be at the peril of your life.

Alex K (Alex K), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 09:01 (twenty-two years ago)

Your manuscript is both good and original, but the part that is good is not original and the part that is original is not goood.

Alex K (Alex K), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 09:08 (twenty-two years ago)

But you care about justice, inspector, or you wouldn't be where you are?

the carefox, Tuesday, 19 August 2003 09:11 (twenty-two years ago)

Read over your compositions, and wherever you meet with a passage which you think is particularly fine, strike it out.

Alex K (Alex K), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 09:15 (twenty-two years ago)

Sir, he was dull in company, dull in his closet, dull everywhere. He was dull in a new way, and that made many people think him great.

Alex K (Alex K), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 09:20 (twenty-two years ago)

That fellow seems to me to possess but one idea, and that is a wrong one.

Alex K (Alex K), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 09:34 (twenty-two years ago)

Ireland is the old sow that eats her farrow.

the goingtoDublinfox (Mooro), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 11:34 (twenty-two years ago)

My dear, my darling, do you hear me where you sleep?

the sleepfox, Tuesday, 19 August 2003 11:37 (twenty-two years ago)

No pen, no ink, no table, no room, no time, no quiet, no inclination.

the nojoycebooksinthehousefox (Mooro), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 11:43 (twenty-two years ago)

This hotdog's awful, she said frankly.

RJG (RJG), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 11:46 (twenty-two years ago)

Therefore, I am not, and I wonder why no one has noticed I am dead and taken the trouble to bury me.

the pinefox, Tuesday, 19 August 2003 13:27 (twenty-two years ago)

I have learned to smoke because I need something to hold on to.

the smokefox, Tuesday, 19 August 2003 15:36 (twenty-two years ago)

They obey the glint in the middle of my glazed eye, for it is the fierce last stand of all I have.

the glintfox, Tuesday, 19 August 2003 15:37 (twenty-two years ago)

By Grand Central Station I sat down and wept: I will not be placated by the mechanical motions of existence, nor find consolation in the solicitude of waiters who notice my devastated face.

the smartfox, Tuesday, 19 August 2003 15:38 (twenty-two years ago)


"The music business is a dark, plastic hallway; where
pimps and thieves run free, and good men die like
dogs. There's also a negative side."

Horace Mann (Horace Mann), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 15:49 (twenty-two years ago)

And comparing him to Hitler? I think that's the rudest, most iggnorant thing I have ever heard. Hitler killed 6 million people. Dave makes 6 million people happy every year.

Frank Kogan (Frank Kogan), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 19:44 (twenty-two years ago)

"Dip some rags in gasoline and tie 'em 'round your ankles to keep the ants off your candy ass."

BrianB, Tuesday, 19 August 2003 20:01 (twenty-two years ago)

Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana.

Room service? Send up a larger room.

Who are you going to believe, me or your own eyes?

Those are my principles. If you don't like them I have others.

He may look like an idiot and talk like an idiot but don't let that fool you. He really is an idiot.

I never forget a face, but in your case I'll be glad to make an exception.

A child of five could understand this. Fetch me a child of five.

From the moment I picked your book up until I laid it down I was convulsed with laughter. Someday I intend reading it.

Ice Water? Get some Onions - that'll make your eyes water!

You know I could rent you out as a decoy for duck hunters?

You've got the brain of a four-year-old boy, and I'll bet he was glad to get rid of it.

A man's only as old as the woman he feels.

Why should I care about posterity? What's posterity ever done for me?

Why, I'd horse-whip you if I had a horse.

Military justice is to justice what military music is to music.

I must say that I find television very educational. The minute somebody turns it on, I go to the library and read a book.

I have had a perfectly wonderful evening, but this wasn't it.

If I held you any closer I would be on the other side of you.

I don't care to belong to a club that accepts people like me as members.

It is better to have loft and lost than to never have loft at all.

I was married by a judge. I should have asked for a jury.

Either he's dead or my watch has stopped.

Remember men, we're fighting for this woman's honour; which is probably more than she ever did.

Women should be obscene and not heard.

Time wounds all heels.

Why was I with her? She reminds me of you. In fact, she reminds me more of you than you do!

Behind every successful man is a woman, behind her is his wife.

As soon as I get through with you, you'll have a clear case for divorce and so will my wife.

Outside of a dog, a book is man's best friend. Inside of a dog, it's too dark to read.

Quote me as saying I was mis-quoted.

Kingfish (Kingfish), Tuesday, 19 August 2003 20:09 (twenty-two years ago)

He smiled, pleasing himself.

youn, Thursday, 21 August 2003 19:46 (twenty-two years ago)

The figures whitened in his mind unsolved: displeased, he let them fade.

youn, Thursday, 21 August 2003 19:53 (twenty-two years ago)

He held the page aslant patiently, bending his senses and his will, his soft subject gaze at rest.

youn, Thursday, 21 August 2003 19:54 (twenty-two years ago)

one month passes...
Gentle sweet air blew round the bared heads in a whisper. Whisper.

youn, Saturday, 18 October 2003 13:14 (twenty-two years ago)

Inked characters fast fading on the frayed breaking paper.

youn, Saturday, 18 October 2003 13:15 (twenty-two years ago)

They were shifting the power again. They always do this when I come home.

They positioned themselves in strategic locations. I was beginning to lose my patience.

Do you want some foreign city from the high window? Strange black birds.

youn, Tuesday, 28 October 2003 17:09 (twenty-two years ago)

Pachelbel's Canon seems to suggest the possibility that there is a peaceful, architectural, spacious order to nature, and Sonny Rollin's music suggested the possibility of loving the more joyous, vital, chaotic nature that rushes towards you instead of being ... worshipped.

youn, Friday, 31 October 2003 19:17 (twenty-two years ago)

And the sorrow of human relationships ended or gone awry is just a microcosm of something larger, some greater fundamental flaw in whoever set up this game, at the base of which is that bugaboo entropy. Everything falls apart.

youn, Wednesday, 5 November 2003 03:32 (twenty-two years ago)

No one is anything.

youn, Wednesday, 5 November 2003 03:33 (twenty-two years ago)

ten months pass...
Throstle fluted.

[...]

Full tup. Full throb.

youn, Sunday, 5 September 2004 05:22 (twenty-one years ago)

Would that this were the inspiration for your trilogy:
By Grand Central Station I sat down and wept: I will not be placated by the mechanical motions of existence, nor find consolation in the solicitude of waiters who notice my devastated face.

Then you made it so much brighter!

youn, Sunday, 5 September 2004 05:31 (twenty-one years ago)

"The record company wanted to call the album Love is All There Is. I didn't see anything wrong with it, but it sounded a little spooky to me . . . "

Rickey Wright (Rrrickey), Sunday, 5 September 2004 07:11 (twenty-one years ago)

In the interplay, then, between the viral spread of the need for one's actions to be seen as work and the desire of the work for total isolation, lies an interesting failure: the failure of the flame to extinguish itself. Perhaps not failure but inability.

youn, Friday, 10 September 2004 23:56 (twenty-one years ago)

We have the right to choose our form of suffering.

Rock Hardy (Rock Hardy), Saturday, 11 September 2004 00:04 (twenty-one years ago)

two months pass...
Their conversation had ''reminded him of conversations he'd had with people in his own family. His uncles, his relatives, probably even his mother, had thought the way Marian thought. They had believed that when other people did not think that way it was because they were kidding themselves -- they had got too airy-fairy, or stupid, on account of their easy and protected lives or their education. They had lost touch with reality. Educated people, literary people, some rich people like Grant's socialist in-laws had lost touch with reality. Due to an unmerited good fortune or an innate silliness. . . .

''What a jerk, she would be thinking now.

''Being up against a person like that made him feel hopeless, exasperated, finally almost desolate. Why? Because he couldn't be sure of holding on to himself against that person? Because he was afraid that in the end they'd be right?''

(NYT, 11/14/04, Book Review, Alice's Wonderland, by Jonathan Franzen)

youn, Friday, 26 November 2004 23:36 (twenty-one years ago)

four weeks pass...
"It's a very welcome decision," Sen. Edward M. Kennedy (D-Mass.) said in a statement. "Spc. Wilson deserves a medal for shaking the Pentagon tree so effectively and producing this long-needed increase so quickly. Shaming Secretary Rumsfeld is a small price to pay for saving many troops' lives."

youn, Saturday, 25 December 2004 19:25 (twenty-one years ago)

"Why did you leave the house?" one anguished man cried over the body of his brother. "You are newlywed and your bride is waiting for you."

youn, Saturday, 25 December 2004 19:27 (twenty-one years ago)

My loathings are simple: stupidity, oppression, crime, cruelty, soft music.

roxymuzak (roxymuzak), Saturday, 25 December 2004 19:35 (twenty-one years ago)

Each time she turned in again, each time, in her impatience, she gave him up, it was to sound a deeper depth, while she tasted the faint flat emanation of things, the failure of fortune and of honour.

youn, Saturday, 25 December 2004 20:07 (twenty-one years ago)

As a child we had Richard Scarry's Best World Book Ever which made me very interested in the larger world.

youn, Tuesday, 28 December 2004 01:44 (twenty-one years ago)

My god! The hero is a bee!

cºzen (Cozen), Tuesday, 28 December 2004 01:47 (twenty-one years ago)

To send someone a book is to commit a burglary---a case of breaking and entering. It is to trample down his solitude, what he holds most sacred, for it is to oblige him to desist from himself in order to think about your thoughts.

cºzen (Cozen), Tuesday, 28 December 2004 01:48 (twenty-one years ago)

... so lovers need music more than anyone. Any other form would be too gross to suggest the implications they breathe in and out almost casually. Do you remember lying on the floor lost in each other's eyes as we heard, for the thousandth time but as if the first time, the Beatles singing THINGS WE SAID TODAY? The intensity with which we pretended that our own immediate reality was embodied in 'we' and 'today'---they were singing about us! right at this indelible moment!---was compounded by the simultaneous realization that while this moment was fleeting, was already evaporating in the instant we became aware of it, the record would always be there. Years later it would be the reliquary of a union otherwise dissolved. A song becomes sacred to the memory of a kiss, or at least that is the way a 14-year-old girl might record it in her diary. The first premonitions, by the young, of the horror of time's passage are as beautiful as carnival masqueraders. Flashbacks---the kind accompanied in movies by soft focus and a dense cluster of violins---are anticipated like parties. Won't it be fun to have a past? To be haunted by the smoke curling from long-extinguished cigarettes? To be launched into inexhaustible meditation by the opening bars of a once familiar song?

cºzen (Cozen), Tuesday, 28 December 2004 01:49 (twenty-one years ago)

... and I say that school tries to enforce a split between classroom and hallway. The split tells us that to be intellectual we have to live in the classroom and to obey the classroom rule, which is to talk not to and about other people but just about some third thing, 'the subject matter'. It says that to talk to and about each other, as we do in the hallways, isn't to think but to merely live our lives. And so - the split claims - either we can use our intellect or we can live our lives, but we can't do both at once. And living our lives (as the hallway narrowly construes this) becomes 'visceral' by default, since our lives have been ejected from the 'intellect'. And the hallway's vengeance on the classroom is to say, 'You may be smart, but I'm real and you're not.' But this is an impoverished realness, since it expels anything that the classroom defines as 'mental', and forbids our putting something off in the distance and reflecting on it.

cºzen (Cozen), Tuesday, 28 December 2004 01:49 (twenty-one years ago)

Great schools are little societies, where a boy of any observation may see in epitome what he will afterwards find in the world at large.

cºzen (Cozen), Tuesday, 28 December 2004 01:50 (twenty-one years ago)

For the worlds more full of weeping than you can understand.

(Posted because of the latest numbers of dead)

aimurchie, Tuesday, 28 December 2004 01:59 (twenty-one years ago)

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=4117048

Listen from 6:20 to 6:45.

youn, Tuesday, 28 December 2004 01:59 (twenty-one years ago)

"We weren't very well prepared, I have to say, because we have not ever had to face this kind of disaster," said the Sri Lankan leader, whose country is struggling to overcome almost 18 years of civil war with Tamil Tiger separatists.
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"I hope the rebels will stop their fight, at least now," he [Nanayakkara, a Sri Lankan in Southern California] said. "Everywhere people are dying in every country. I hope it's time for peace."
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"He came back running, describing 15-foot-high waves," Raj said. "We could see the waves," which pounded the area, he added. Many of the dead "were either playing cricket [or] jogging near the beach."
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A 60-year-old man who identified himself as Ponurangan said he managed to survive by clinging to a coconut tree with all his strength.
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More than 200 inmates escaped from a prison when a wave knocked down its walls in the town of Pidie in Aceh, Reuters quoted a police official as saying. A few later turned themselves in.
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The magnitude 9.0 earthquake that struck off Indonesia on Sunday morning moved the entire island of Sumatra about 100 feet to the southwest [...]
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A normal wave, created mainly by wind, affects the top 30 feet of the ocean, at most, and moves very slowly. A tsunami, in contrast, affects the entire water column from surface to sea floor and can reach very high speeds. The deeper the ocean, the faster the tsunami travels. In open ocean, the tsunami moves upward of 500 mph, with the entire column of water moving up and down. But because the ocean is so deep, initial movement of the surface is very slight. Someone on a boat in the area wouldn't notice it.

youn, Tuesday, 28 December 2004 07:58 (twenty-one years ago)

The classical data of historical geology are fossils and strata. Obviously,we cannot charge Hutton with inattention to principles that were codified after his death.

aimurchie, Tuesday, 28 December 2004 12:12 (twenty-one years ago)

http://www.npr.org/rundowns/segment.php?wfId=4249837

6:15 to 6:45; 8:27 to 8:35

youn, Wednesday, 29 December 2004 22:17 (twenty-one years ago)

"I love deadlines. I like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by."

Tantrum The Cat (Tantrum The Cat), Wednesday, 29 December 2004 22:27 (twenty-one years ago)

I opened the gates of Hell and the lion said, "No dreads, no dreads."

LSTD (answer) (sexyDancer), Wednesday, 29 December 2004 22:29 (twenty-one years ago)

Mans quest for knowledge is an expanding series whose limit is infinity, but philosophy seeks to attain that limit at one blow, by a short circuit providing the certainty of complete and inalterable truth. Science meanwhile advances at its gradual pace, often slowing to a crawl, and for periods it even walks in place, but eventually it reaches the various ultimate trenches dug by philosophical thought, and, quite heedless of the fact that it is not supposed to cross those final barriers to the intellect, goes right on.

n/a (Nick A.), Wednesday, 29 December 2004 22:33 (twenty-one years ago)

The cult of love in the West is an aspect of the cult of suffering -- suffering as the supreme token of seriousness. ... Thus it is not love which we overvalue, but suffering.
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Camp taste is a kind of love, love for human nature. It relishes, rather than judges, the little triumphs and awkward intensities of "character." ...

youn, Thursday, 30 December 2004 02:56 (twenty-one years ago)

One of my favorite passages from S.R. Delany:

"Do you mean to tell me you've never used one of these before?"
"I didn't..." he began, unsure if the question was about meaning, or telling, or use.

I Am Curious (George) (Rock Hardy), Thursday, 30 December 2004 04:15 (twenty-one years ago)

Since he belonged, even at the age of six, to that great clan which cannot keep this feeling separate from that, but must let future prospects, with their joys and sorrows, cloud what is actually at hand, since to such people even in earliest childhood any turn in the wheel of sensation has the power to crystallise and transfix the moment upon which its gloom or radiance rests, James Ramsay, sitting on the floor cutting out pictures from the illustrated catalogue of the Army and Navy Stores, endowed the picture of a refrigerator, as his mother spoke, with heavenly bliss.

(for Momus, but from image to feeling)

youn, Saturday, 1 January 2005 03:38 (twenty-one years ago)

Thinking about the (Jamesian) style, I come to the thought: it's about a careful manuipulation of carelessness.

youn, Monday, 10 January 2005 20:21 (twenty-one years ago)

Anyone can eat, and most everyone should.

youn, Monday, 10 January 2005 20:21 (twenty-one years ago)

It wouldn't be the first time she had seen herself obliged to accept with smothered irony other people's interpretations of her conduct.

youn, Wednesday, 12 January 2005 08:24 (twenty-one years ago)

He gave her a long look, and whatever else people who wouldn't let her alone might have wished, for her advancement, his long looks were the thing in the world she could never have enough of. What she felt was that, whatever might happen, she must keep them, must make them most completely her possession; and it was already strange enough that she reasoned, or at all events began to act, as if she might work them in with other and alien things, privately cherish them and yet, as regards the rigour of it, pay no price.

youn, Wednesday, 12 January 2005 08:28 (twenty-one years ago)

She wore her 'handsome' felt hat, so Tyrolese, yet somehow, though feathered from the eagle's wing, so truly domestic, with the same straightness and security; she attached her fur boa with the same honest precautions; she preserved her balance on the ice-slopes with the same practised skill; she opened, each evening, her Transcript with the same interfusion of suspense and resignation; she attended her almost daily concert with the same expenditure of patience and the same economy of passion; she flitted in and out of the Public Library with the air of conscientiously returning or bravely carrying off in her pocket the key of knowledge itself; and finally -- it was what she most did -- she watched the thin trickle of a fictive 'love-interest' through that somewhat serpentine channel, in the magazines, which she mainly managed to keep clear for it. But the real thing all the while was elsewhere; the real thing had gone back to New York, leaving behind it the two unsolved questions, quite distinct, of why it was real, and whether she should ever be so near it again.

youn, Saturday, 15 January 2005 09:09 (twenty-one years ago)

To have overturned them, as here, by choosing at once precisely and absurdly: by respecting rules — your own rules — so flamboyantly, you could reveal how ridiculous rules were, and how compromised. You could crack open the carapace and glimpse power, denuded, wriggling within. With what? A stream of acts and moves, based on systems of value and etiquettes of behaviour so mad and yet so exacting in their concrete being, and effect, that etiquette at least (being a value-system’s collusions with its defining demons, and disguises thereto) would self-destruct.

cºzen (Cozen), Sunday, 16 January 2005 00:28 (twenty-one years ago)

Ramon Salcido combines several different genres into one (if he’d written the murders instead of performing them he’d probably be accused of laying it on thick, if not of overkill: "Isn’t the slit throat a bit much?"): (1) the jealous husband, (2) the crazed coworker, (3) the Ernie K. Doe admirer, (4) the Readers’ Poll participant, (5) bizarreness (the nearly severed head), (6) sex crime, (7) turn the lights out on the whole family, (8) social pressures plus requisite night of drinking, (9) Hey Joe ("I think I’ll go down to sunny Mexico"), (10) one little girl survives, (11) metaphor (the trash heap), (12) the angry crowd outside the jail, (13) similar slaying is solved on the same day (accentuates pervasiveness of evil), (14) overshadows similar slaying that is solved on the same day (so this one’s special), (15) hidden past (possible bigamy), (16) "he must be stupid," (17) televised confession, (18) death of seamen due to exploding gun turret dominates national news and is passed over locally (so meaningless catastrophe with too many deaths and no plot development puts this one in bold relief), (19) nonurban community far from the terror and hardship of the city, (20) on the lam long enough for people to stay nervous but caught soon enough so no one has time to forget and no intervening "story" preempts this one, (21) relative tips off police.

cozen (Cozen), Sunday, 16 January 2005 15:03 (twenty-one years ago)

I have to go to the bathroom
— Sophocles 480 B.C.
I have to go to the bathroom
— Benito Mussolini 1926
I have to go to the bathroom
— Joseph Goebbels 1929
I have to go to the bathroom
— Dwight Eisenhower 1956
I have to go to the bathroom
— Eldridge Cleaver 1968
I have to go to the bathroom
— Robert Christgau 1971
I have to go to the bathroom
— Betty White 1988
I have to go to the bathroom
— Trinh Minh-ha 1988
I have to go to the bathroom
— Bill Laimbeer 1989

cozen (Cozen), Sunday, 16 January 2005 15:03 (twenty-one years ago)

wow, a lot of people talked about going to the bathroom in 1988-89

Haibun (Begs2Differ), Sunday, 16 January 2005 15:06 (twenty-one years ago)

three weeks pass...
He even -- so pleasantly did things go -- enjoyed freedom of mind to welcome, on that supposition, a fresh sign of the beautiful hypocrisy of women. He went so far as to enjoy believing the girl might have stayed in for him; it helped him to enjoy her behaving as if she hadn't. She expressed, that is, exactly the right degree of surprise; she didn't a bit overdo it: the lesson of which was, perceptibly, that, so far as his late lights had opened the door to any want of the natural in their meetings, he might trust her to take care of it for him as well as for herself.

(for Michael White)

youn, Saturday, 12 February 2005 21:53 (twenty-one years ago)

two weeks pass...
It seemed wonderful to me that his beautiful white teeth had not been knocked down his throat a long time ago. And as I imangined this happening, I had a real pain; the sort of pain that stabs at you when you see some beautifully made intricate thing threatened.

(for milozauckerman)

youn, Monday, 28 February 2005 10:31 (twenty-one years ago)

And the supreme mystery which Kilman might say she had solved, or Peter might say he had solved, but Clarissa didn't believe either of them had the ghost of an idea of solving, was simply this: here was one room; there another.

A thing there was that mattered; a thing, wreathed about with chatter, defaced, obscured in her own life, let drop every day in corruption, lies, chatter. This he had preserved. Death was defiance. Death was an attempt to communicate; people feeling the impossibility of reaching the centre which, mystically, evaded them; closeness drew apart; rapture faded, one was alone.

Somehow it was her disaster--her disgrace. It was her punishment to see sink and disappear here a man, there a woman, in this profound darkness, and she forced to stand here in her evening dress. She had schemed; she had pilfered. She was never wholly admirable. She had wanted success.

She felt glad that he had done it; thrown it away. The clock was striking. The leaden circles dissolved in the air. He made her feel the beauty; made her feel the fun. But she must go back. She must assemble.

(for questionable motives, in partial reply to his rhetorical questions)

youn, Wednesday, 2 March 2005 09:41 (twenty-one years ago)

sounds false. i take it back.

youn, Wednesday, 2 March 2005 09:54 (twenty-one years ago)

"Whoever is going to be elected by the people has the legitimacy nobody else has, not even the king, believe it or not," said one Qatif candidate in a flush of excitement. Exactly three minutes later he reconsidered. "It would be wise if you don't quote the statement about the king," he said, sparking a burst of laughter from his colleagues.

(from the NYT. Exactly three minutes has a literary quality, or an expansiveness, that I appreciate.)

youn, Wednesday, 2 March 2005 17:56 (twenty-one years ago)

Wow, people.

It's a shame that I had to go and put an extra 'u' into 'manipulation'.

the dreamfox, Wednesday, 2 March 2005 18:57 (twenty-one years ago)

His heart was greatly stirred by the open horizon; the deep colors; the faint iodine pungency of the Atlantic rising from weeds and mollusks; the white, fine, heavy sand; but principally by the green transparency as he looked down to the stony bottom webbed with golden lines. Never still. If his soul could cast a reflection so brilliant, and so intensely sweet, he might beg God to make such use of him. But that would be too simple. But that would be too childish. The actual sphere is not clear like this, but turbulent, angry. A vast human action is going on. Death watches. So if you have some happiness, conceal it. And when your heart is full, keep your mouth shut also.

o. nate (onate), Wednesday, 2 March 2005 19:23 (twenty-one years ago)

Je la regardais, d'abord de ce regard qui n'est pas que le porte-parole des yeux, mais à la fenêtre duquel se penchent tous les sens, anxieux et pétrifiés, le regard qui voudrait toucher, capturer, emmener le corps qu'il regarde et l'âme avec lui; puis, tant j'avais peur que d'une seconde à l'autre mon grand-père et mon père, apercevant cette jeune fille, me fissent éloigner en me disant de courir un peu devant eux, d'un second regard, inconsciemment supplicateur, qui tâchait de la forcer à faire attention à moi, à me connaître! Elle jeta en avant et de côté ses pupilles pour prendre connaissance de mon grand'père et de mon père, et sans doute l'idée qu'elle en rapporta fut celle que nous étions ridicules, car elle se détourna et d'un air indifférent et dédaigneux, se plaça de côté pour épargner à son visage d'être dans leur champ visuel; et tandis que continuant à marcher et ne l'ayant pas aperçue, ils m'avaient dépassé, elle laissa ses regards filer de toute leur longueur dans ma direction, sans expression particulière, sans avoir l'air de me voir, mais avec une fixité et un sourire dissimulé, que je ne pouvais interpréter d'après les notions que l'on m'avait données sur la bonne éducation, que comme une preuve d'outrageant mépris; et sa main esquissait en même temps un geste indécent, auquel quand il était adressé en public à une personne qu'on ne connaissait pas, le petit dictionnaire de civilité que je portais en moi ne donnait qu'un seul sens, celui d'une intention insolente.


Allons, Gilberte, viens; qu'est-ce que tu fais, cria d'une voix perçante et autoritaire une dame en blanc que je n'avais pas vue, et à quelque distance de laquelle un Monsieur habillé de coutil et que je ne connaissais pas, fixait sur moi des yeux qui lui sortaient de la tête; et cessant brusquement de sourire, la jeune fille prit sa bêche et s'éloigna sans se retourner de mon côté, d'un air docile, impénétrable et sournois.

(for youn)

Michael White (Hereward), Wednesday, 2 March 2005 19:41 (twenty-one years ago)

two weeks pass...
"I've always been excited by the strangeness of ballet, but I can't bear it when people just come forward and do a turn in the air for no reason." (Matthew Bourne, quoted in the NYT)

youn, Saturday, 19 March 2005 23:37 (twenty-one years ago)

(Let young girls be insolent because they can.)

youn, Saturday, 19 March 2005 23:41 (twenty-one years ago)

On the evening of 26 June the bones were enclosed in a double coffin of walnut and lead, and sealed within the original sarcophagus. They were never seen again. But there are persons living who have set eyes on the children of the children who saw Dante.

cozen (Cozen), Saturday, 19 March 2005 23:44 (twenty-one years ago)

two weeks pass...
Leo took in this chance for an echoing avowal; it was a brief deep silence, as tactical as it was undiscussable. He said, "That's what you tell all the boys" -- a phrase of lustreless backchat that Nick could only bear as a form of shyness. He turned it inside out in his mind and found what he needed in it. He said quietly, "No, only you."

youn, Thursday, 7 April 2005 23:27 (twenty-one years ago)

This was a charming exaggeration, in a woman of forty-seven, with thirteen for dinner, but it acknowledged a truth too: it didn't quite say she thought of him as a son -- it didn't elevate or condescend -- but it admitted a habit, a need for a young man and his friends about the house.

youn, Thursday, 7 April 2005 23:37 (twenty-one years ago)

Something happened when you looked in the mirror together. You asked it, as always, a question, and you asked each other something too; and the space, shadowy but glossy, the further room in which you found yourself, as if on a stage, vibrated with ironies and sentimental admissions.

youn, Friday, 8 April 2005 08:05 (twenty-one years ago)

Life is a choice between suffering and boredom.

Johnney B (Johnney B), Friday, 8 April 2005 08:34 (twenty-one years ago)

Nothing is ever lost; things only become irretrievable. What is lost, then, is the method of their retrieval, and what we rediscover is not the thing itself, but the overgrown path, the secret staircase, the ancient sewer.

cozen (Cozen), Friday, 8 April 2005 10:48 (twenty-one years ago)

"Ooooh, love to love Youn baby" - Di and I listening to donna summer in the car in October '04, on the way back from visiting Ned Raggett, after he had promised to show us Youn and Laguna *the next day

*this never materialized

Vic in LA (Vic), Friday, 8 April 2005 10:59 (twenty-one years ago)

Man is the pie that bakes and eats itself, and the recipe is separation.

caitlin (caitlin), Friday, 8 April 2005 11:35 (twenty-one years ago)

And then the idea of a party, not this one, but a noisy party with cans of beer and trails of pot smoke, through which he moved with his lover, as his lover, came over him like a pang and he envied Catherine. It was an image of an Oxford party, but blended with something known only from television, a house full of black people.

(re: 'crunked')

(I'm sorry I didn't show! - xpost)

youn, Friday, 8 April 2005 20:52 (twenty-one years ago)

A relationship ends and there comes a point when you're able to see through to the person behind the scrim of care and concession you erected. Love snuck over you and away and now you can hear her boring, you can feel your bones' creaking anxiety in her company, or choke on how simultaneously smug and aggressively humble she can be, and recoil in hurt as she drinks herself drunk then looks all dopey, hunched, horrific, the opposite of beauty, fiddling with her "guilty" cigarette, as if her lips are scared of it, the most inelegant of smokers. A mind turns in agony from thoughts it shouldn't think. Stories once hidden behind "our" back now creep out from behind hers, friends' unknown viciousness ribbons out from somewhere behind the dark. And each time you see her in her rehearsed robotism, in her cold Kohl eyes, her cold SHARK eyes, you can only scream a vocabulary of arson "I love you still but FUCK you, you FUCKING fuck!"

cozen (Cozen), Saturday, 9 April 2005 12:04 (twenty-one years ago)

"when the speeding melon hits the wall, its christmas for the crows" - roger moore, in spice world.

di, Saturday, 9 April 2005 22:37 (twenty-one years ago)

So while you are deliberating and conjugating the Emancipation Proclamation, ask yourself, does it make sense? No, it does not make sense. If Chewbacca was a Wookiee, you must acquit.

Ian Riese-Moraine. To Hell with you and your gradual evolution! (Eastern Mantra), Saturday, 9 April 2005 22:47 (twenty-one years ago)

"It's not that I'm so great, it's that everyone else is so fucking awful!" Geordie Walker in an interview for Guitar World in 2003.

Aja (aja), Saturday, 9 April 2005 23:00 (twenty-one years ago)

This explains my current ilX name:



"Rubbish!" Souvarine replied. "Your Karl Marx still believes in letting natural forces take their course. No politics, no conspiracies, am I right? Everything out in the open, and nothing to fight for but wage rises ... To Hell with you and your gradual evolution! Set fire to every town and city, cut the populace to shreds, raze everything to the ground, and when there's nothing left of this whole vile world, maybe a better one will grow up in its place." [Germinal by Emile Zola, pg. 142 of the Oxford's World Classics edition.]

Ian Riese-Moraine. To Hell with you and your gradual evolution! (Eastern Mantra), Saturday, 9 April 2005 23:17 (twenty-one years ago)

And some gems from the Get Your War On comics.



"Have you seen my Book of Virtues? It's been missing for almost a week!"

"No, I haven't seen your Book of Virtues. What does it look like?"

"It looks like a big pile of hypocritical bullshit!"

~~~~~~

"Hi, is this Salomon Smith Barney? Have you seen my missing Book of Virtues? Why do I want it back? Sentimental reasons, I guess. It reminds me of a lonesome gambler who rode into town and established law and order. Sort of. I'd like to shake his hand -- that way he'd only have one free hand to defend himself with. You see, in the words of the ethicist Immanuel Kant, it is a 'categorial imperative' that he get knocked upside the head!"

~~~~~~

"Ok, I hate to act like a fucking dumbass, but are we at war? I mean did we ever actually declare war?"

"Declare war? Who's got time to declare war when there are so many bombs to drop?!"

~~~~~~

"Knock knock!"

"Who's there?"

"WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION!"

"So there you are!"

~~~~~~

[In reference to the relinquishing of Iraq last June.] "Nothing says 'good luck' like handing off sovereignty and then running straight to the airport. Do we always treat sovereignty like it's a goddamn grenade?"

~~~~~~

"Why do I get the feeling that when the War on Terrorism is over we're gonna have more fucking Cipro in this country than we know what to do with?"

"Why do I get the feeling that when the War on Terrorism is over we're gonna have more fucking impoverished citizens in this country than we know what to do with? We'll have to declare another War on Poverty!"

"Right! And if you're not with us in the War on Poverty, you're against us! Dick Cheney, I'm calling you out, you oil industry bitch motherfucker! I can't fucking find you or see you, but I'm putting you on notice!"

Ian Riese-Moraine. To Hell with you and your gradual evolution! (Eastern Mantra), Saturday, 9 April 2005 23:24 (twenty-one years ago)

He sat back, smiling tolerantly, loving the heat and the sunlight through the huge old roadside oaks and chestnuts, and the sense of a prepared surprise, of being led through screened back ways towards a view. There was a tingle in the air that you got in even modestly mountainous country, the imminence of a drop, of space instead of mass.

youn, Sunday, 10 April 2005 21:34 (twenty-one years ago)

He wanted to be with him, as he had been, more or less, for the past ten days, in the thoughtless luxury of top-class hotels; but he felt the relief of being alone as well: the usual relief of a guest who has closed his door, and a deeper thing, the forgotten solitude which measures and verifies the strength of an affair, and which, being temporary, is a kind of pleasure.

(stately pace)

youn, Sunday, 10 April 2005 21:44 (twenty-one years ago)

"In a very strict, very closed cultural atmosphere, the trains were a breath of fresh air," Mr. O'Rourke said.

youn, Friday, 15 April 2005 18:25 (twenty-one years ago)

Because I like recycling (it was on the problem with humanism thread) and 'cause I haven't decided what I think of it.

La loi, dans un grand souci d'égalité, interdit aux riches comme aux pauvres de coucher sous les ponts, de mendier dans les rues et de voler du pain. Anatole France, La Lys Rouge, 1910

M. White (Miguelito), Friday, 15 April 2005 18:36 (twenty-one years ago)

But there have been a few counter-demonstrations in Japan, and small acts of vandalism against Chinese targets: a slash of red paint across the ambassador's Tokyo residence, and bullet casings and razor blades mailed to diplomatic buildings in Tokyo, Osaka and Nagasaki. One man set himself on fire Sunday outside the Chinese consulate in Osaka after hurling a bottle of flammable liquid at its gate.

youn, Monday, 18 April 2005 21:17 (twenty-one years ago)

Le pianiste qui avait à jouer deux morceaux de Chopin, après avoir terminé le prélude avait attaqué aussitôt une polonaise. Mais depuis que Mme de Gallardon avait signalé à sa cousine la présence de Swann, Chopin ressuscité aurait pu venir jouer lui-même toutes ses œuvres sans que Mme des Laumes pût y faire attention. Elle faisait partie d’une de ces deux moitiés de l’humanité chez qui la curiosité qu’a l’autre moitié pour les êtres qu’elle ne connaît pas est remplacée par l’intérêt pour les êtres qu’elle connaît. Comme beaucoup de femmes du faubourg Saint-Germain la présence dans un endroit où elle se trouvait de quelqu’un de sa coterie, et auquel d’ailleurs elle n’avait rien de particulier à dire, accaparait exclusivement son attention aux dépens de tout le reste. A partir de ce moment, dans l’espoir que Swann la remarquerait, la princesse ne fit plus, comme une souris blanche apprivoisée à qui on tend puis on retire un morceau de sucre, que tourner sa figure, remplie de mille signes de connivence dénués de rapports avec le sentiment de la polonaise de Chopin, dans la direction où était Swann et si celui-ci changeait de place, elle déplaçait parallèlement son sourire aimanté.

—Oriane, ne te fâche pas, reprit Mme de Gallardon qui ne pouvait jamais s’empêcher de sacrifier ses plus grandes espérances sociales et d’éblouir un jour le monde, au plaisir obscur, immédiat et privé, de dire quelque chose de désagréable, il y a des gens qui prétendent que ce M. Swann, c’est quelqu’un qu’on ne peut pas recevoir chez soi, est-ce vrai?

—Mais... tu dois bien savoir que c’est vrai, répondit la princesse des Laumes, puisque tu l’as invité cinquante fois et qu’il n’est jamais venu.

Et quittant sa cousine mortifiée, elle éclata de nouveau d’un rire qui scandalisa les personnes qui écoutaient la musique, mais attira l’attention de Mme de Saint-Euverte, restée par politesse près du piano et qui aperçut seulement alors la princesse. Mme de Saint-Euverte était d’autant plus ravie de voir Mme des Laumes qu’elle la croyait encore à Guermantes en train de soigner son beau-père malade.

M. White (Miguelito), Tuesday, 19 April 2005 20:17 (twenty-one years ago)

At a time when most people have constantly to be shopping in order to survive, Michael seemed to have no such need.

youn, Wednesday, 20 April 2005 01:41 (twenty-one years ago)

On the street, 17 year old trim scattered into doorways, so as not to get wet.

my morning walk, Wednesday, 20 April 2005 03:11 (twenty-one years ago)

If'n you ain't the granddaddy of all liars!

Ian Riese-Moraine. To Hell with you and your gradual evolution! (Eastern Mantra), Wednesday, 20 April 2005 13:01 (twenty-one years ago)

Mais tant que nous vivons nous ne pouvons pas plus faire que nous ne les ayons connues que nous ne le pouvons pour quelque objet réel, que nous ne pouvons, par exemple, douter de la lumière de la lampe qu’on allume devant les objets métamorphosés de notre chambre d’où s’est échappé jusqu’au souvenir de l’obscurité. Par là, la phrase de Vinteuil avait, comme tel thème de Tristan par exemple, qui nous représente aussi une certaine acquisition sentimentale, épousé notre condition mortelle, pris quelque chose d’humain qui était assez touchant. Son sort était lié à l’avenir, à la réalité de notre âme dont elle était un des ornements les plus particuliers, les mieux différenciés. Peut-être est-ce le néant qui est le vrai et tout notre rêve est-il inexistant, mais alors nous sentons qu’il faudra que ces phrases musicales, ces notions qui existent par rapport à lui, ne soient rien non plus. Nous périrons mais nous avons pour otages ces captives divines qui suivront notre chance. Et la mort avec elles a quelque chose de moins amer, de moins inglorieux, peut-être de moins probable.

M. White (Miguelito), Monday, 25 April 2005 20:14 (twenty-one years ago)

(Trunks, caught by the grapnel, dragged inert towards the spurting saw, ewers of warm milk, the sugary layer under the rind, and pipe-line clamped to the rock and at the tiny post-office, His word waiting.)

youn, Saturday, 30 April 2005 01:10 (twenty-one years ago)

For those who dance in the capitals; for those who handle a saw; those who discuss the problem of style and those aware of the body; for those who have done everything and those who dare not begin:
O Cat with the Fiddle, hear us.

youn, Saturday, 30 April 2005 01:12 (twenty-one years ago)

"Furniture is death"
--Greg Shaw

Orbit (Orbit), Saturday, 30 April 2005 01:21 (twenty-one years ago)

One with a violin can conjure up images of running water; one is skilful at improvising a fugue; the bowel tremors at the pedal-entry.

youn, Saturday, 30 April 2005 01:42 (twenty-one years ago)

I love lamp.

giboyeux (skowly), Saturday, 30 April 2005 01:55 (twenty-one years ago)

The working mouth, the flimsy flexing knee, the leap in summer in the rubber shoes, these signal in their only codes.

youn, Tuesday, 3 May 2005 03:58 (twenty-one years ago)

I know that I am I, living in a small way in a temperate zone, blaming father, jealous of son, confined to a few acts often repeated, easily attracted to a limited class of physique, yet envying the simple life of the gut, desiring the certainty of the breast or prison, happiest sawing wood, only knowledge of the real, disturbances in the general law of the dream; the quick blood fretting against the slowness of the hope; a unit of life, needing water and salt, that looks for a sign.

youn, Tuesday, 3 May 2005 04:01 (twenty-one years ago)

It is impossible not to see New York. [...] Long before being a history of a city or places on a map, written words or sounds heard, New York is essentially an image: the image of a metropolis. The moving skyline of the skyscrapers, the evening-time garland of lights that is the Brooklyn Bridge, the art deco arabesques of the Chrysler Building shining in the night, the airy pink prow of the Flatiron Building pointing northward, the gallery of intent faces in the subway car, the steep flight of steps of the Public Library, the opulence of store windows along Fifth Avenue, street scenes from Harlem or Greenwich Village, Little Italy festooned for the feast of San Gennaro, joggers in Central Park with the elaborate building tops peeping out from behind the trees, children around a hydrant spattering water in the midsummer sun, a policeman with arms folded and paunch spilling over his belt, visitors standing in front of pictures at the MoMa, a blaze of lights in snowbound Times Square . . .

youn, Tuesday, 3 May 2005 21:59 (twenty-one years ago)

it feels like a roundabout route to Manhattan, for the great landmarks are visible on the skyline out left from the start, and we
drive away from them, plunge into stilled Jersey traffic, slow roads at eight o’clock like it was still rush hour. Towers, freeways, factories coming and going on either side; cars with their number plates declaring New Jersey / Garden State, don’t remind me,
or occasionally a more specific New York / Park Avenue. The radio is on, dumb perpetual news whose casters also read the adverts: you enter a world and find how fixed it is on these local vexations, local news and chances. [...]

Through the Lincoln Tunnel into Manhattan at last, uptown, a ways to go to drop off these passengers and get down the grid. Lights, buildings, avenues and streets, thrill of signs, yellow cabs, this world like no other, Broadway boogie woozy.

youn, Wednesday, 4 May 2005 06:37 (twenty-one years ago)

"I didn't wake you up, did I," he began, dry. "You sound so frightened. How are the pills, not working?"
"I'm not taking them," she said.
"You feel threatened by them?"
"I don't know what's inside them."
"You don't believe that they're only tranquilizers."
"Do I trust you?"
[...]
"I am having a hallucination now, I don't need drugs for that."
"Don't describe it," he said quickly. "Well. Was there anything else you wanted to talk about."
"Did I call you?"
"I thought so," he said, "I had this feeling. Not telepathy. But rapport with a patient is a curious thing sometimes."
"Not this time." She hung up.

youn, Sunday, 8 May 2005 04:34 (twenty-one years ago)

Whores will have their trinkets

Nellie (nellskies), Sunday, 8 May 2005 09:35 (twenty-one years ago)

She walked in on soft, elegant chaos, an impression of emanations, mutually interfering, from the stub-antennas of everybody's exposed nerve endings.

(Yes, I think this is northern California, but the terrain and the real estate schemes -- the circuit card -- are southern California.)

youn, Tuesday, 10 May 2005 04:20 (twenty-one years ago)

"Today we are inaugurating a memorial that remembers the worst, most horrible crime of Nazi Germany, the attempt to extinguish a whole people," Wolfgang Thierse, president of the lower house of the German Parliament, said at a dedication ceremony attended by political leaders and Holocaust survivors. He added that the memorial was an artistic attempt to "somehow explain the incomprehensible."

--------------------

Even the memorial's actual construction was marred by an echo from the past. The laying of the steles was delayed in 2003 when news spread that the firm Degussa was supplying an anti-graffiti coating for the slabs. Sixty years earlier, Degussa had provided the Zyklon B chemical used in gas chambers. The company remained as a subcontractor after a committee decided that Degussa had consistently apologized over the years for its complicity with the Nazis.

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The "authentic places" of memory for Jews, said Spiegel, [president of the Central Council of Jews in Germany,] are the "former concentration and death camps, the mass graves, the places of execution, shooting and torture, the platforms from which people were carted away in cattle wagons…. Nowhere else are we closer to the dead, and there is no other place for finding a direct and comprehensive understanding to the atrocities" of the Nazis.

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[The memorial's architect, Peter Eisenman of New York,] said: "It is clear we won't have solved all the problems. Architecture is not a panacea for evil. Nor will we have satisfied all those present today, but this cannot have been our intention."

youn, Wednesday, 11 May 2005 20:58 (twenty-one years ago)

(A Nietzschean problem: How do History and Type combine? Is it not up to the type to formulate--to form--what is out of time, ahistorical? In the lover's very tears, our society represses its own timelessness, thereby turning the weeping lover into a lost object whose repression is necessary to its "health." In Rohmer's film The Marquise of O, the lovers weep and the audience giggles.)

(for Amateurist)

youn, Wednesday, 18 May 2005 01:09 (twenty-one years ago)

"Oh, well" --said Archer with happy indifference. Nothing about his betrothed pleased him more than her resolute determination to carry to its utmost limit the ritual of ignoring the "unpleasant" in which they had both been brought up.

youn, Saturday, 28 May 2005 19:54 (twenty-one years ago)

Untrained human nature was not frank and innocent; it was full of the twists and defences of an instinctive guile. And he felt himself oppressed by this creation of factitious purity, so cunningly manufactured by a conspiracy of mothers and aunts and grandmothers and long-dead ancestresses, because it was supposed to be what he wanted, what he had a right to, in order that he might exercise his lordly pleasure in smashing it like an image made of snow.

There was a certain triteness in these reflections [...]

youn, Saturday, 28 May 2005 20:04 (twenty-one years ago)

The most celebrated authors of that generation had been "gentlemen"; perhaps the unknown persons who succeeded them had gentlemanly sentiments, but their origin, their appearance, their hair, their intimacy with the stage and the Opera, made any old New York criterion inapplicable to them.

youn, Saturday, 28 May 2005 22:25 (twenty-one years ago)

She had just been for a row on the river, and the sun that netted the little waves with gold seemed to have caught her in its meshes. Across the warm brown of her cheek her blown hair glittered like silver wire; and her eyes too looked lighter, almost pale in their youthful limpidity. As she walked beside Archer with her long swinging gait her face wore the vacant serenity of a young marle athlete.

youn, Sunday, 29 May 2005 21:17 (twenty-one years ago)

He had married (as most young men did) because he had met a perfectly charming girl at the moment when a series of rather aimless sentimental adventures were ending in premature disgust; and she had represented peace, stability, comradeship, and the steadying sense of an unescapable duty.

youn, Monday, 30 May 2005 08:14 (twenty-one years ago)

"And that's to be all--for either of us?"
"Well; it is all, isn't it?"

youn, Monday, 30 May 2005 08:16 (twenty-one years ago)

"Meanwhile, most of the tables are filled with self-consciously scruffy twentysomethings who seem to be showing their sleek Connecticut mothers how civilized their new home can be."

gabbneb (gabbneb), Friday, 3 June 2005 01:25 (twenty-one years ago)

"Please leave the Communist Party as clean on leaving it as you would like to find it on entering."

Ian Riese-Moraine's all but an ark-lark! (Eastern Mantra), Friday, 3 June 2005 01:47 (twenty-one years ago)

"The first elephant to come to Nantucket arrived by ferry in 1835."

gabbneb (gabbneb), Friday, 3 June 2005 18:44 (twenty-one years ago)

"You want everything! Global domination, midget servants, and my body!"
"I don't think that I want global domination."
"Universal, then?"
"Nope."
"Or at least Universal Studios?"
"Nope!"
"But you'd still require midget servants?"
"They dont have to kneel for blowjobs."

Ian Riese-Moraine's all but an ark-lark! (Eastern Mantra), Friday, 3 June 2005 19:01 (twenty-one years ago)

one month passes...
They were a part of himself, temporarily discarded, waiting. They had an expression that was dogged and uncompromising, even brutal, and I thought of that as part of my father's look, the counterpart of his face, with its readiness for jokes and courtesies. Nor did that brutality surprise me; my father came back to us always, to my mother and me, from places where our judgment could not follow.

youn, Sunday, 10 July 2005 01:02 (twenty years ago)

That is the current, I thought, and I pictured the current as something separate from the water, just as the wind was separate from the air and had its own invading shape. The banks were steep and slippery and lined with willow bushes, still bare and bent over and looking weak as grass. The noise the river made was not loud but deep, and seemed to come from away down in the middle of it, some hidden place where the water issued with a roar from underground.

youn, Sunday, 10 July 2005 01:05 (twenty years ago)

None of this, the bounding or jumping, was done the way some boy from Mock Hill High School might have done it, awkwardly yet naturally. Blaikie Noble behaved like a man imitating a boy; he mocked himself but was graceful, like an actor.

youn, Sunday, 10 July 2005 01:07 (twenty years ago)

If you get lost in the woods: fuck it, build a house

Slumpman (Slump Man), Sunday, 10 July 2005 01:31 (twenty years ago)

two weeks pass...
Our obsolescence now goes further than television's usurpation of the role as news-bringer, and deeper than its displacement of the imagined with the literal.

[but no props for...]

What's frightening for a novelist today is how the technological consumerism that rules our world specifically aims to render both of these concerns ["mystery" and "manners" -- terms of art in the essay] moot.

[He could have written about how the literal fails to communicate what the imagined does. I don't know that the metaphor of disease is any more appropriate than the view of technology as progress. I don't think social psychology is just an anthropomorphization of individual psychology. Sorry for my own clumsiness.]

youn, Monday, 25 July 2005 10:17 (twenty years ago)

This white-haired woman walking beside him through the nursing home dragged so much weight with her--a weight not just of his sexual secrets but of his middle-of-the-night speculations about God, his psychosomatic chest pains, his digestive sensitivity, his escape plans, which once included her and involved Africa or Indonesia. All his ordinary and extraordinary life--even some things it was unlikely she knew about--seemed stored up in her. He could never feel any lightness, any secret and victorious expansion, with a woman who knew so much.

youn, Wednesday, 3 August 2005 00:40 (twenty years ago)

"Never mind, David. I could be your sister. You could be comforting your sister. Older sister."
"Madam Stella, the celebrated mind reader."
It was strange, the way they said these things. They used to say bitter and wounding things, and pretend, when they said them, to be mildly amused, dispassionate, even kindly. Now this tone that was once a pretense had soaked down, deep down, through all their sharp feelings, and the bitterness, though not transformed, seemed stale, useless and formal.

(for N1tsuh)

youn, Wednesday, 3 August 2005 00:52 (twenty years ago)

I lived in a state of siege, always losing just what I wanted to hold on to. But on trips there was no difficulty. I could be talking to Andrew, talking to the children and looking at whatever they wanted me to look at--a pig on a sign, a pony in a field, a Volkswagen on a revolving stand--and pouring lemonade into plastic cups, and all the time those bits and pieces would be flying together inside me. The essential composition would be achieved. This made me hopeful and lighthearted. It was being a watcher that did it. A watcher, not a keeper.

youn, Thursday, 4 August 2005 10:17 (twenty years ago)

I loved helping Meg to dress or undress, because her body still had the solid unself-consciousness, the sweet indifference, something of the milky smell, of a baby's body.

youn, Thursday, 4 August 2005 10:19 (twenty years ago)

two weeks pass...
Our author does not, in fact, get sufficiently inside his line, forget enough to be forgiven. He talks too much, compulsively, his memory is made of suspiciously precise lies, the overlarge anecdotal detail--yowl, stance, and quim size, garlic and onion, vestibule or stairway--like one of those guides at the Vatican. (William Gass on Henry Miller)

youn, Saturday, 20 August 2005 15:50 (twenty years ago)

The conditions governing your life have been codified and set down in a little book, but no one has ever given you a copy, and when you have sought it in libraries, you are told that someone else has it on extended loan.

Jimmy_tango, Sunday, 21 August 2005 01:38 (twenty years ago)

If Ronald Reagan did dye his hair, and I'm not saying he did, it was only to show his strength to the Communists.

Chris H. (chrisherbert), Sunday, 21 August 2005 05:47 (twenty years ago)

Ellie, with her long skinny body, her long pale face, was like a copy of Flora--the kind of copy you often see in families, in which because of some carelessness or exaggeration of features or coloring, the handsomeness of one person passes into the plainness--or almost plainness--of the other.

youn, Thursday, 25 August 2005 02:30 (twenty years ago)

two weeks pass...
Instead we lived in pasteboard cubicles and weird dorm-style intimacy--which kind of enforced an obscurish connection between my home life and my days at Pfizer, where the cubicle was also the unit.

youn, Saturday, 10 September 2005 18:54 (twenty years ago)

Sometimes she'd twitch like a dreaming dog, and in part due to my intesne feeling for dogs, shared by my entire family, this would induce a shiver of tenderness in me.

However in the city it actually exacted a lot less responsibility to have a girlfriend than a dog.

youn, Saturday, 10 September 2005 18:55 (twenty years ago)

I watched the poor sheep's eyes - a look that I had seen again and again in the dying - as the animal registered its imminent death, that terrible unforgettable second when, either from exhaustion or disgust, it seemed to finally give up and die. It was a haunting look, a look that says, You were-- all of you-- a terrible disappointment.

Orbit (Orbit), Saturday, 10 September 2005 19:00 (twenty years ago)

"Procrastination is our substitute for immortality," went the first half of the sentence I was rereading; "we behave as if we have no shortage of time." I read the book at maybe two pages an hour.

youn, Saturday, 10 September 2005 19:03 (twenty years ago)

what is pinefox's opening quote from?

dave k, Saturday, 10 September 2005 20:02 (twenty years ago)

two weeks pass...
So they passed into a state of gingerly evaluation--which he knew well and could only hope she did--full of small pleasant surprises, half-sardonic signals, a welling-up of impudent hopes, and a fateful sort of kindness.

youn, Tuesday, 27 September 2005 02:54 (twenty years ago)

one month passes...
"In February of 1835, after a first stint in the Illinois legislature, Lincoln returned to New Salem, Illinois, and resumed studying law. He may also have resumed courting Ann Rutledge, the attractive and plump young daughter of the village tavernkeeper. The testimony is murky, perhaps because the courtship was kept quiet; Rutledge was formally engaged to another man, who had left town three years earlier after revealing that he was using a false name."

Rickey Wright (Rrrickey), Sunday, 6 November 2005 10:16 (twenty years ago)

three weeks pass...
And yes, those songs will still be in your room / When you get back

youn, Friday, 2 December 2005 01:00 (twenty years ago)

I sat in the backseat with my sisters, as if we were children again. For a second, they held apart from me and then we were joined together in the old membrane.

youn, Thursday, 15 December 2005 00:07 (twenty years ago)

As children, we crossed wide-eyed and trusting into the writer's world; as adults, we invite the writer into ours and hold him accountable for how he behaves there.

Laurel (Laurel), Thursday, 15 December 2005 00:35 (twenty years ago)

Always do right. This will gratify some and astonish the rest.

jim wentworth (wench), Thursday, 15 December 2005 01:31 (twenty years ago)

two weeks pass...
To read these crossing accounts and diaries is to be struck by the regularity with which a certain apprehension of darkness enters the quest, a shadow of moral ambiguity that becomes steadily more pervasive until that moment when the traveler realizes that the worst of the Sierra is behind him.

youn, Friday, 30 December 2005 07:33 (twenty years ago)

Just turn the music on / And keep your mouth shut.

youn, Friday, 30 December 2005 08:21 (twenty years ago)

what's that first one from, youn?

gabbneb (gabbneb), Friday, 30 December 2005 14:37 (twenty years ago)

Where I Was From by Joan Didion - sort of reminds me of that book of short stories - that particular quotation, not the rest of it

youn, Saturday, 31 December 2005 05:11 (twenty years ago)

Glory be to God for dappled things--

For skies of couple-colour as a brinded cow;
For rose-moles all in stipple upon trout that swim;

Fresh-firecoal chestnut-falls; finches' wings;

Landscape plotted and pieced--fold, fallow, and plough;
And áll trádes, their gear and tackle and trim.

All things counter, original, spare, strange;

Whatever is fickle, freckled (who knows how?)
With swift, slow; sweet, sour; adazzle, dim;

He fathers-forth whose beauty is past change:

Praise him.

Paunchy Stratego (kenan), Saturday, 31 December 2005 05:23 (twenty years ago)

"He is very idealistic. He has many convictions. He is very pro-democracy, very compassionate, always helping out others, he's very driven," his mother said. "Those are more characteristics of Farris than adventurous. This the the first adventure he's been on."

youn, Saturday, 31 December 2005 18:02 (twenty years ago)

Flying to Monterey I had a sharp apprehension of the many times before when I had, like Lincoln Steffens, "come back," flown west, followed the sun, each time experiencing a lightening of spirit as the land below opened up, the checkerboards of the midwestern plains giving way to the vast empty reach between the Rockies and the Sierra Nevada; then home, there, where I was from, me, California.

youn, Wednesday, 4 January 2006 18:34 (twenty years ago)

Early in the afternoon, when we reached Clark's Station, I was surprised to see the party dismount. And when I asked if we were not going up into the grove to camp they said: "No; it would never do to lie out in the night air. Mr. Emerson might take cold; and you know, Mr. Muir, that would be a dreadful thing." In vain I urged, that only in homes and hotels were colds caught, that nobody ever was known to take cold camping in these woods, that there was not a single cough or sneeze in all the Sierra.

gabbneb (gabbneb), Wednesday, 4 January 2006 18:46 (twenty years ago)

There is science, logic, reason; there is thought verified by experience. And then there is California.

Edward Abbeyneb (gabbneb), Wednesday, 4 January 2006 18:47 (twenty years ago)

California is a fine place to live—if you happen to be an orange.

Fred Allenneb (gabbneb), Wednesday, 4 January 2006 18:48 (twenty years ago)

The world outside is an empty, sleet drummed deck.

Tracer Hand (tracerhand), Wednesday, 4 January 2006 18:50 (twenty years ago)

As in every first-rate novel, its essence, its best self, is felt as a kind of spectral presence, less defined and less finite than the stories we tell ourselves, as we commonly and pragmatically do, for the purpose of aiding us to somehow, anyhow, get on with our lives - to imagine the clear light at the end of the tunnel, the ending that makes sense of the beginning (and, if we're lucky, of all the confusion in between).

youn, Sunday, 15 January 2006 02:09 (twenty years ago)

To learn to be always in a state of meditation means never to let your vital energy wane. You would never allow it to do so if it were certain that you were to die tomorrow. It wanes because you forget about death. Grit your teeth, fix your gaze, and observe death at this moment. You have to feel it so strongly that it seems as if it's attacking you. Fearless energy comes from this. At this moment death is right before your eyes. It's not something you can afford to neglect.

Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 15 January 2006 02:51 (twenty years ago)

Abdul Fatah Ayyseh, a Palestinian vendor, voted for Mr. Abbas and likes him. "Abu Mazen is a smart man who doesn't deserve to be the president of the Palestinian people," he said, using the name by which Mr. Abbas is known here. "He deserves to be the president of a Scandinavian country. He's smart, calm and unmilitary. He rejected the armed intifada, but he wasn't helped by the Palestinian factions, or by Fatah, or by Israel."

youn, Thursday, 26 January 2006 05:22 (twenty years ago)

It does not even satisfy the understanding to stop living in order to understand.

youn, Thursday, 2 February 2006 00:46 (twenty years ago)

John Bartlett Formal hiking attire for the fashion bear.

youn, Tuesday, 7 February 2006 01:01 (twenty years ago)

one month passes...
For what else is this collection but a disorder to which habit has accommodated itself to such an extent that it can appear as order?

youn, Sunday, 12 March 2006 07:37 (twenty years ago)

They turn the sincere but desultory magpie style of a teenage boy into high fashion, by means of the materials, proportions, and craftsmanship of couture. As a result, the clothes are a little challenging, as women's clothes are.

youn, Sunday, 26 March 2006 06:25 (twenty years ago)

He wore low-slung Dior jeans, high-heeled boots, a black leather jacket, a hooded sweatshirt, a silk scarf, and a serious expression.

youn, Sunday, 26 March 2006 06:27 (twenty years ago)

He sometimes banished his telephone to the refrigerator, where it rang endlessly.

youn, Sunday, 26 March 2006 06:32 (twenty years ago)

two weeks pass...
But it has many faces and forms and the ones we see are the ones intended for K -- more precisely, the ones attuned to K, tailored for him, the way any indictment, however impersonally framed, is full of the personality of the accused.

youn, Saturday, 15 April 2006 00:30 (twenty years ago)

The real and the ordinary, wherever and however they crop up, are only partly a matter of understanding; more a matter of habit, of not needing to understand.

youn, Saturday, 15 April 2006 00:32 (twenty years ago)

28 FANCY PICTURES 27 GAINSBOROUGH 26 DISTANCE AND SEPARATION 25 LATE GEORGIAN WOMEN 24 ROMANTIC PORTRAITS 23 THE SEA 22 TURNER

youn, Thursday, 20 April 2006 23:19 (twenty years ago)

The knowledge of all that he betrayed / Grew till it was the same whether he stayed / Or went. Therefore he went.

youn, Thursday, 20 April 2006 23:20 (twenty years ago)

In an interview in Azure magaine in 1997, Ms. Jacobs recounted her habit of carrying on imaginary conversations with Thomas Jefferson while running errands. When she could think of nothing more to tell Jefferson, she replaced him with Benjamin Franklin.

youn, Wednesday, 26 April 2006 23:50 (twenty years ago)

"Let me go right to the crux of the question," Ms. Rice said. "The United States of America understands and believes that Iran is not Iraq."

youn, Wednesday, 26 April 2006 23:52 (twenty years ago)

"Hen fap"

Dom Passantino (Dom Passantino), Wednesday, 26 April 2006 23:55 (twenty years ago)

People, often, cannot have done both of two things, but they must have been in some way prepared to have done either; whichever they did, they will have still lingering in their minds the way they would have preserved their self-respect if they had acted differently; they are only to be understood by bearing both possibilitities in mind. (for Stevie, né Edna, né Jerry)

youn (youn), Tuesday, 9 May 2006 23:12 (twenty years ago)

better without stuttering effects

youn (youn), Tuesday, 9 May 2006 23:14 (twenty years ago)

Part of my job is to lead, and I did last night.

youn (youn), Tuesday, 16 May 2006 21:36 (twenty years ago)

What a fuss people make about fidelity! Why, even in love it is purely a question for physiology. It has nothing to do with our own will. Young men want to be faithful, and are not; old men want to be faithless, and cannot: that is all one can say.

Tracey Hand (tracerhand), Tuesday, 16 May 2006 21:44 (twenty years ago)

three weeks pass...
For when it is in the hope of making a priceless discovery that we desire to receive certain impressions from nature of from works of art, we have qualms lest our soul imbibe inferior impressions which might lead us to form a false estimate of the value of Beauty.

youn (youn), Monday, 12 June 2006 02:53 (twenty years ago)

history is a nightmare from which i am trying to awake.

jeffrey (johnson), Monday, 12 June 2006 22:51 (twenty years ago)

two weeks pass...
A machine doesn't suffer from the terror of failure and exposure inherent in virtuosity [...] Balenciaga, who refused to cheat, took the true measure of a woman's sins, and forgave them.

(for gabbneb)

youn (youn), Thursday, 29 June 2006 10:52 (nineteen years ago)

three weeks pass...
And then I realized that here, in sports, it was okay to show that something mattered to you. Maybe because it didn't actually matter, it was okay to invest yourself - investing yourself was almost ironic - but then you really had invested yourself and you really did care yet it was still okay.

gabbneb (gabbneb), Tuesday, 25 July 2006 03:38 (nineteen years ago)

one month passes...
I find the slapdash sprawl of his sentences almost tinfoil-on-filling painful!

youn (youn), Friday, 25 August 2006 22:34 (nineteen years ago)

two weeks pass...
The amount of time devoted to a topic should be directly proportional to the immediacy of its evaluability. Base case: ideas that can never be evaluated are worth one hour of thought a week.

youn (youn), Thursday, 14 September 2006 02:41 (nineteen years ago)

one month passes...
I like the way
the record deepens into what seems an authentic
melancholy.

youn (youn), Tuesday, 31 October 2006 00:40 (nineteen years ago)

two weeks pass...
My mother, torn between her love for my father and her hope that I might turn out to have brains, preserved an impartiality which she expressed by silence.

youn (youn), Saturday, 18 November 2006 01:22 (nineteen years ago)

Yosemite Park is a place of rest, a refuge from the roar and dust and weary, nervous, wasting work of the lowlands, in which one gains the advantages of both solitude and society. Nowhere will you find more company of a soothing peace-be-still kind. Your animal fellow-beings, so seldom regarded in civilization, and every rock-brow and mountain, stream, and lake, and every plant soon come to be regarded as brothers; even one learns to like the storms and clouds and tireless winds. This one noble park is big enough and rich enough for a whole life of study and aesthetic enjoyment. It is good for everybody, no matter how benumbed with care, encrusted with a mail of business habits like a tree with bark. None can escape its charms. Its natural beauty cleans and warms like a fire, and you will be willing to stay forever in one place like a tree.

gabbneb (gabbneb), Tuesday, 21 November 2006 02:17 (nineteen years ago)

...those who haven't the strength or youth to go into it and live can simply sit and look. They can look two hundred miles, clear into Colorado; and looking down over the cliffs and canyons of the San Rafael Swell and the Robbers' Roost they can also look as deeply into themselves as anywhere I know. And if they can't even get to the places on the Aquarius Plateau where the present roads will carry them, they can simply contemplate the idea, take pleasure in the fact that such a timeless and uncontrolled part of earth is still there.... We simply need that wild country available to us, even if we never do more than drive to its edge and look in. For it can be a means of reassuring ourselves of our sanity as creatures, a part of the geography of hope.

gabbneb (gabbneb), Tuesday, 21 November 2006 02:51 (nineteen years ago)

one month passes...
you're not too young / you're not too old / you're not too weak / you're not too bold / just do your thing (in David Kilgour's voice with scars for guitar - music)

youn (youn), Wednesday, 17 January 2007 01:24 (nineteen years ago)

four months pass...

That part of the mouth of the river's current meets the sea's tide, and where salt and fresh waters mix, is the estuary. A pleasing word, lovelier than the brackish conditions it implies, for an estuary is defined by prosaic and precise measures of salinity. The true estuarine nature is divine: estuaries are nurseries where nascent marine life is nurtured and protected. Florida Bay, lying between the tip of peninsular Florida and the Upper Keys, is a large and important estuary whose health depends on fresh, clean water from the Everglades. Pollution and decades of flood control are turning this once crystalline and productive environment into a hypersaline, muddy, superheated lagoon. (Joy Williams of Cascabel, AZ and the Ducktrap River, ME, 2006)

gabbneb, Thursday, 31 May 2007 02:27 (nineteen years ago)

I have a gub.

Aimless, Thursday, 31 May 2007 02:30 (nineteen years ago)

My message will be, Vladimir -- I call him Vladimir -- that you shouldn't fear a missile defense system [...] As a matter of fact, why don't you cooperate with us on a missile defense system? Why don't you participate with the United States?

youn, Wednesday, 6 June 2007 22:37 (nineteen years ago)

two months pass...

There is a world of excitement and woe in that conflation of the aesthetic and the spiritual. It's a madness, which life will punish.

youn, Monday, 6 August 2007 02:26 (eighteen years ago)

Judge Learned Hand, widely thought to be the greatest American judge never to sit on the Supreme Court, called conspiracy "that darling of the modern prosecutor's nursery" in a classic 1925 decision.

(for Tracer)

youn, Saturday, 18 August 2007 17:12 (eighteen years ago)

six months pass...

[...] all constituents of sentences to which the assertive force does not reach do not belong to scientific exposition but they are sometimes hard to avoid, even for one who sees the danger connected with them. Where the main thing is to approach what cannot be grasped in though by means of guesswork these components have their justification.

youn, Sunday, 16 March 2008 22:59 (eighteen years ago)

Back in the sixties, when I was a thrusting young analytic philosopher, I heard an admired senior colleague, Stuart Hampshire, describe a star-studded international conference on some vast and pretentious topic - a conference from which he had just returned and the results of which he had been asked to sum up at the final session. "No trick at all", Hampshire explained, "for an old syncretist hack like me." At that moment I realized what I wanted to be when I grew up.

the pinefox, Sunday, 16 March 2008 23:17 (eighteen years ago)

The couple's slow approach to what could be an adulterous affair moves forward at the highest level of literacy: each pauses before speaking and then utters a perfectly formed sentence. This syntactical duelling is attended by mute servants who carry candles from room to room.

youn, Monday, 17 March 2008 11:57 (eighteen years ago)

SXSW is a bastion of that endangered artistic unit, the album.

(for the pinefox)

youn, Monday, 17 March 2008 11:58 (eighteen years ago)

three weeks pass...

[...] one imagines them to be the sort of potentially happy couple made joyless by a gargantuan lust for self-improvement.

youn, Sunday, 13 April 2008 23:39 (eighteen years ago)

four weeks pass...

In Perlstein's mental universe, Nixon is a bit like God -- not, Lord knows, because of Nixon's perfect goodness and infinite mercy, but because Nixon is the explanation for everything.

youn, Sunday, 11 May 2008 04:15 (eighteen years ago)

It almost seems as though Perlstein, who was born in 1969, is reluctant to let go of the excitement he has experienced secondhand through the archives he has ransacked to such riveting effect.

youn, Sunday, 11 May 2008 04:18 (eighteen years ago)

http://members.aol.com/naturmedia/01nixon-web-c.jpg

gabbneb, Sunday, 11 May 2008 04:22 (eighteen years ago)

They sat in high-backed, heavy chairs, dined with heavy silverware on heavy, rich foods, drank heavy, good wine, and said what they thought. The conversation soon turned to business, and as it did they automatically spoke more and more in its jargon--a comfortable, clumsy mode of speech that seemed to embrace both commercial brevity and prosperous indolence, embellished here and there with a touch of sociable self-irony.

youn, Saturday, 17 May 2008 03:56 (eighteen years ago)

"What does that have to do with it, my child? It's a large sum, a very large sum." And Consul Buddenbrook nodded several times, as if staggered by the burden of even thinking of such a sum. "Moreover," he continued, "I cannot conceal from you that the firm has suffered other losses, quite apart from this matter, and that losing such a sum would be blow from which it would recover with very, very great difficulty. I mention that in no way to . . ."

He did not finish. Tony had jumped up, had even taken a few steps backward, and, with her damp lace handkerchief still trailing in her hand, she cried, "Good! Enough! Never!"

She looked almost heroic. The word "firm" had hit its mark.

youn, Wednesday, 28 May 2008 12:00 (eighteen years ago)

Dead breaths i living breathe.

Dy, Wednesday, 28 May 2008 12:24 (eighteen years ago)

Filled with a desire to preserve and enhance the luster of the firm in a manner commensurate with its proud old name, Thomas Buddenbrook loved to throw himself into the daily battle, because he knew quite well that he owed many a profitable deal to his self-assurance and elegance, his winning charm, and his polished tact in conversations.

youn, Friday, 30 May 2008 22:05 (eighteen years ago)

Thomas, however, had imagination enough to adopt as his personal precept the old maxim that all human endeavor is merely symbolic, and to place all his aspirations, abilities, enthusiasm, and active energies both at the service of this small community, where the name Buddenbrook placed him in the first ranks, and at the service of that name and the family firm he had inherited--indeed, he had imagination enough to take seriously his ambition of attaining greatness and power in this small sphere and at the same time to smile at himself for being so ambitious.

And he devoted the same deadly earnest to planning a business maneuver or outlining a speech as he did to contemplating a complete refurbishing of his supply of underwear--to do it at last in one fell swoop, so that at least in that regard everything would be in perfect order for a while.

Everyone acknowledged, whether out of envy or admiration, his cleverness and his hard work--and all the while he was wrestling in vain to find comfort in order and routine, because, to his despair, he found himself forever falling behind his own active imagination.

(for Hillary)

youn, Sunday, 1 June 2008 06:19 (eighteen years ago)

He felt the incomparable satisfaction of watching an enormously superior intellect grab hold of life, of cruel mocking, powerful life, in order to subdue and condemn it. What he felt was the satisfaction of a sufferer who has always known only shame and the bite of conscience for hiding the suffering that cold hard life brings, and who now, suddenly, from the hand of a great and wise man, receives elemental, formal justification for having felt such suffering in this world--in this best of all possible worlds, which by means of playful scorn was proved to be the worst of all possible worlds.

youn, Saturday, 7 June 2008 02:51 (eighteen years ago)

Dear Red, If you're reading this, you've gotten out. And if you've come this far, maybe you're willing to come a little further. You remember the name of the town, don't you? I could use a good man to help me get my project on wheels. I'll keep an eye out for you and the chessboard ready. Remember, Red. Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things and no good thing ever dies. I will be hoping that this letter finds you, and finds you well. Your friend, Andy

Z S, Saturday, 7 June 2008 03:57 (eighteen years ago)

William: Sons of Scotland, I am William Wallace. Young soldier: William Wallace is 7 feet tall.William: Yes, I’ve heard. He kills men by the hundreds, and if he were
here he’d consume the English with fireballs from his eyes and bolts
of lightning from his arse.

I am William Wallace, and I see a whole army of my countrymen here in defiance of tyranny.

You have come to fight as free men, and free men you are.

What will you do without freedom? Will you fight?

Veteran soldier: Fight against that? No, we will run, and we will live.

William: Aye, fight and you may die, run and you’ll live. At least a while.
And dying in your beds many years from now, would you be willing to
trade all the days from this day to that for one chance, just one
chance to come back here and tell our enemies that they may take
our lives, but they’ll never take our freedom?!

Z S, Saturday, 7 June 2008 03:58 (eighteen years ago)

He had once again felt how painful beauty truly is, how it plunged you into shame and yearning despair and at the same time gnawed away at your courage and fitness for daily life.

youn, Sunday, 8 June 2008 20:07 (eighteen years ago)

"The president wanted to know exactly what the returns were in the places he had been and Hillary hadn't been," Mr. Rendell said. "He kept showing Hillary, and she would laugh."

youn, Sunday, 8 June 2008 20:09 (eighteen years ago)

The conventions of illusionistic painting, providing through tint and brushwork the sense of recession in space and of enclosing atmosphere, are not demanded by every culture. In the art-sparse, mercantile world of the American colonies, Copley's lavish literalism must have seemed fair dealing, a heaping measure of value paid in shimmering textures and scrupulously fine detail. "Overminuteness" could scarcely exist, as it did not exist for Holbein or Jan Van Eyck.

In the wake of the great Copley retrospective in Boston in 1966, the critic Barbara Novak ascribed Copley's sensibility not to any artistic predecessor but to a "conceptual bias" present in Puritanism. Jonathan Edwards wrote of "the clarity of 'things,'" of things as the mediators between words and ideas, between empirical and conceptual experience. "The manifestations God makes of Himself in His works," Edwards wrote, "are the principle manifestations of His perfections, and the declaration and teachings of His word are to lead to these." The first great painter of American landscapes, Thomas Cole, who also perpetrated a number of religious pictures and large allegorical canvases, lamented that the public preferred "things not thoughts." Moving from America to England, Copley passed from an art whose soul was empirical to one whose soul was conceptual, societal, and theatrical.

gabbneb, Wednesday, 11 June 2008 01:30 (eighteen years ago)

Four guys go down a trail. A grenade sails out. One of the guys jumps on it and takes the blast, but it’s a killer grenade and everybody dies anyway. Before they die, though, one of the dead guys says, “The fuck you do that for?” and the jumper says, “Story of my life, man,” and the other guy starts to smile but he’s dead.

milo z, Wednesday, 11 June 2008 01:47 (eighteen years ago)

one month passes...

The reason it's so cheap is that proprietor Herve Dubourdieu doesn't like dealing with people, according to importer Kermit Lynch, so he lets Lynch import all 10,000 cases of his wine rather than deal with multiple distributors.

youn, Wednesday, 23 July 2008 22:28 (seventeen years ago)

Quietness distinguished him, a stillness and self-sufficiency at odds with the motion he was otherwise constantly in. "He was outside the chaos," Cohen said. "Even if he never piched, he'd be mentioned. It's like he knew things. In the Jewish tradition, there is a luftmensch - a person with the capability to see things that more accustomed eyes miss. When you're different you think. Unbelonging makes you free."

For Koufax and his crew, sports was not so much an act of conforming as defying. It was not just a vehicle for assimilation, it was a way of saying no to the immigrant mentality their forebears had brought with them to Ellis Island - what Irving Howe, in World of Our Fathers, called "the suspicion of the physical, fear of hurt," and "anxiety over the sheer pointlessness of play."

gabbneb, Monday, 4 August 2008 03:43 (seventeen years ago)

two months pass...

If the lunch is truly free, the demand for free lunches will be large.

youn, Friday, 31 October 2008 23:17 (seventeen years ago)

one month passes...

You had only to keep asking about the value and meaning of the next smaller unit to realize that taken together they would not add up to a sum, but rather that such calculations led to diminishment, obliteration, shrinkage, and annihilation.

youn, Friday, 5 December 2008 23:33 (seventeen years ago)

I am useless until I have my morning turkey

gabbneb, Sunday, 7 December 2008 03:37 (seventeen years ago)

three months pass...

The arms imply vanity and power: two things that make many women uncomfortable and yet are fundamental to self-confidence.

youn, Sunday, 29 March 2009 16:14 (seventeen years ago)

Acquisitiveness & indiscriminate display are pleasing to contemplate only in birds & savages & children.

Abbe Black Tentacle (GamalielRatsey), Sunday, 29 March 2009 16:17 (seventeen years ago)

one month passes...

Whites are mostly offstage too, but for these characters, as for many blacks in the upper middle class, there’s a constant worry about the white gaze. “You didn’t, for example, walk down Main Street with a watermelon under your arm. Even if you had a pretty good reason. Like, you were going to a potluck and each person had to bring an item and your item just happened to be a watermelon, luck of the draw, and you wrote this on a sign so everyone would understand the context, and as you walked down Main Street you held the sign in one hand and the explained watermelon in the other, all casual, perhaps nodding between the watermelon and the sign for extra emphasis if you made eye contact. This would not happen. We were on display.”

gabbneb being gabbneb (gabbneb), Saturday, 9 May 2009 17:14 (seventeen years ago)

now whose review of that book is that?

thomp, Saturday, 9 May 2009 20:46 (seventeen years ago)

Hometown Has Been Shutdown

M.V., Saturday, 9 May 2009 20:52 (seventeen years ago)

two weeks pass...

He is tired, Harry, of summer, of golf, of the sun. When he was younger and just taking up the game twenty years ago and even when he took it up again eight years or so ago there were shots that seemed a miracle, straight as an edge of glass and longer than any power purely his could have produced, and it was for the sake of collaboration with this power that he kept playing, but as he improved and his handicap dwindled from sky's-the-limit to a sane sixteen, these super shots became rarer, even the best of his drives has a a little tail or were struck with a little scuff, and a shade off line one way or another, and the whole thing became more like work, pleasant work but work, a matter of approximations in the realm of the imperfect, with nothing breaking through but normal healthy happiness.

youn, Sunday, 24 May 2009 19:08 (seventeen years ago)

He had mistaken the two of them for one and entrusted to her this ghost of his alone. A mistake married people make.

youn, Sunday, 24 May 2009 19:09 (seventeen years ago)

correction (xpost): "even the best of his drives had a little tail"

youn, Sunday, 24 May 2009 19:11 (seventeen years ago)

Rabbit has always liked rain, it puts a roof on the world.

youn, Sunday, 24 May 2009 21:17 (seventeen years ago)

four weeks pass...

a pride of dandelions

youn, Tuesday, 23 June 2009 01:25 (sixteen years ago)

two months pass...

I don't believe that anyone is only super-girly and purely feminine, and only wants to be shy. There are different sides to all our characters.

youn, Saturday, 12 September 2009 02:32 (sixteen years ago)

one month passes...

—but also a broad range of works by innovative but less well-known students, suggesting the collective nature of ideas.

youn, Wednesday, 28 October 2009 23:03 (sixteen years ago)

eleven months pass...

And she had not reached that point of renunciation at which she would have been satisfied with having a wise husband: she wished, poor child, to be wise herself.

youn, Saturday, 16 October 2010 18:58 (fifteen years ago)

one month passes...

Psychoanalysis is about what two people can say to each other if they agree not to have sex.

youn, Wednesday, 24 November 2010 23:10 (fifteen years ago)

Mr. Schumer, pressing for his proposal, said: “It’s not that we want to punish wealthy people. We want to praise them. But they’re doing fine, and they’re not going to spend the money and stimulate the economy.”

youn, Sunday, 5 December 2010 19:05 (fifteen years ago)

one month passes...

I think it is often easier to make progress on mega-ambitious dreams. I know that sounds completely nuts. But, since no one else is crazy enough to do it, you have little competition. - L. Page in the NYT

youn, Sunday, 23 January 2011 17:42 (fifteen years ago)

two months pass...

Real leadership creates the conditions and coalitions for others to step up as well [...]

youn, Tuesday, 29 March 2011 11:46 (fifteen years ago)

one month passes...

And Holbrooke would flinch when Petraeus would warmly refer to him as his “wingman” — meaning it as a huge compliment — rather than seeing military force as the adjunct to diplomacy.

youn, Sunday, 15 May 2011 23:54 (fifteen years ago)

How I hate this world. I would like to tear it apart with my own two hands if I could. I would like to dismantle the universe star by star, like a treeful of rotten fruit. Nor do I believe in progress.

Fizzles the Chimp (GamalielRatsey), Saturday, 28 May 2011 22:40 (fifteen years ago)

It is that oddest of oddities, an Arab war zone where foreign joggers are regarded, not with hostility or even that sympathetic puzzlement reserved for the insane, but with a friendly wave or a toot on the horn.

(for the ILX running running thread)

youn, Monday, 30 May 2011 01:39 (fifteen years ago)

five months pass...

wildly good get

youn, Thursday, 3 November 2011 22:28 (fourteen years ago)

three months pass...

The enormous sun-filled room, where factory-grade tools serve as counters, feels like a neighborhood hangout, a place where you take the children or the parents.

youn, Thursday, 16 February 2012 02:59 (fourteen years ago)

eight months pass...

As an eighth grader, Ms. Baldwin mediated a dispute between a neighbor of the school and students who were trampling her flower bed. The bipartisan solution: a fence.

youn, Saturday, 10 November 2012 17:54 (thirteen years ago)

Mr. Brown repeatedly has emphasized the need for frugality, saying recently that he had eaten a two-day-old tuna sandwich as proof of his personal commitment.

youn, Saturday, 10 November 2012 21:12 (thirteen years ago)

One of her unheralded contributions to the cause of American women in politics was to wear exactly that same outfit every day during her first campaign for Senate. After a while, nobody talked about her clothes anymore, and I envisioned a glorious future in which women running for office could just toss on their black pantsuit in the morning and head for the door.

youn, Monday, 12 November 2012 03:08 (thirteen years ago)

one year passes...

And true enough I saw some big squat buildings all of glass, enormous dollhouses, inside which you could see men moving but hardly moving, as if they were struggling against something impossible. Was that Ford's?

youn, Saturday, 21 June 2014 16:55 (eleven years ago)

one month passes...

Rostov rode to the attack against the French because he could not resist the wish to go galloping across a level field.

youn, Thursday, 14 August 2014 01:00 (eleven years ago)

ten months pass...

It seemed as if the Garden took the two children away and hid them: in all the water, the cistern, the rivers, the shallow inner bay; in all the green, the trees, the wood, the rosebushes on the hills and the forests behind the hills at the foot of the mountains---

youn, Saturday, 20 June 2015 13:11 (ten years ago)

And on the other side, the Garden which pulled her back across the outer bay to the blue movement of the inner bay, to its own deep green silence--where the two children, Himpies and Domingoes, were standing at the quay, hand in hand, waiting for her; a little farther down the old grandmother was waiting, and the faithful Sjeba, always--to all the jobs she liked to do, to all the money she earned with her work, and the feeling of security it gave her.

youn, Saturday, 20 June 2015 18:03 (ten years ago)

The sailor was not very tall, dark, lightly built, supple and yet strong--there was something open about him; space, sea with white-crested waves, and a high wind--a green depth of water with a silvery fish fleeting through; he could have been the fish!
And he was young.
Compared to him Constance's feet were too flatly on the ground now that she was standing still, and it was is if a stagnancy hung around her, of air under dense trees, smoke of the torches, dust, the sickly beating of drums.
She wasn't really young any more. And slowly, in her indifferent way, she began to bait the sailor:

youn, Sunday, 21 June 2015 18:19 (ten years ago)

correction: "[...] it was as if a stagnancy [...]"

youn, Sunday, 21 June 2015 18:25 (ten years ago)

As he took these steps, Peter stopped, put down his luggage and smiled. Bjorn Hansen gave a start. It was a younger version of himself. What a naked face, he thought. My own flesh and blood. Such a naked face! It's almost obscene.

youn, Thursday, 25 June 2015 11:03 (ten years ago)

through its enduring bond, two persons together can find other freedoms

youn, Saturday, 27 June 2015 20:44 (ten years ago)

one year passes...

What's with the CAUTION tape down the block? A garbage truck fell through the sidewalk!

youn, Wednesday, 2 November 2016 23:13 (nine years ago)

five years pass...

The beautiful blind passion of running away is permitted only to children, convicts, and slaves. If you are subject to the truant officer and the Law of Bedtime there will be doorways that will shelter you and freight cars that will take you a long way from home. If you are a safecracker and cannot walk in a straight line for more than a hundred yards without coming face to face with a high stone wall, there are ways of tunneling under the wall, under the five-year sentence, and confederates waiting outside. If you cannot own property but are owned yourself, you may, hiding in the daytime and traveling across country by back roads at night, eventually reach the border. But if any free person tries to run away, he will discover sooner or later that he has been running all the while in a circle and that this circle is taking him inexorably back ... (for E. Kissin)

youn, Monday, 20 December 2021 06:59 (four years ago)

eight months pass...

The first stage, on the other hand, is usually very brief, difficult to observe, and as a result of this had escaped his notice. The existence of this initial stage had already been noted in antiquity: in the third century BC, for example, Strato of Lampsacus observed that a falling stream of water breaks into drops, indicating that the drops accelerate on falling, just like a line of traffic that breaks up as the vehicles accelerate.

youn, Sunday, 18 September 2022 15:59 (three years ago)

Once in her room, Anna was gripped by alarm. She stood inside the door, trembling violently, waiting, but Katri didn't come. Katri should have come. Finaally, Anna crept in under the coverlet and hid from her irrevocable decision -- to be alone no more. She was too warm. The silence lasted too long. Anna threw off the covers and jumped out of bed. The parlour was empty. In the hall, she tripped over the dog she wasn't used to, mumbled an apology, and was finally out in the snow.
The door banged hehind her in the wind. A few steps into the woods and the cold swept over her like a gentle warning. She stopped. Katri stood quietly in the kitchen window, waiting. Anna came back, the door slammed, and for a long moment there was quiet. Then Anna shouted loudly and very angrily, "Miss Kling! Your dog is shedding, there's hair everywhere. You need to comb your dog!"
Katri waited until Anna's steps moved on, then she drew a deep breath and continued washing the dishes in silence.

youn, Sunday, 18 September 2022 16:08 (three years ago)

four weeks pass...

“The question is whether pessimist melancholy or volcanic anger prevails.”

youn, Monday, 17 October 2022 20:18 (three years ago)

Coming from California, which is oblivious of regret, approaching November whips me with the passion of the dying year.

― the passionfox, Monday, August 18, 2003

the pinefox, Monday, 17 October 2022 23:32 (three years ago)

two months pass...

"My intention is to, gradually, get them to wear suits. Clothes have a power that cuts across social and economic lines. But I have to make it exciting. It’s gotten bad over there."

youn, Saturday, 17 December 2022 15:12 (three years ago)

six months pass...

“They don’t want to unleash animal spirits too quickly here and have everyone go bananas,” said Julia Pollak, chief economist at ZipRecruiter.

youn, Thursday, 13 July 2023 13:02 (two years ago)

four weeks pass...

the sheer force of the nihilism and meanness

youn, Friday, 11 August 2023 11:36 (two years ago)

One man is a living soul, but two men are an indiarubber milking machine for a beer engine, and three men are noises off and four men are an asylum for cretins and five men are a committee and twenty-five are a meeting, and after that you get to the mummy-house at the British Museum, and the Sovereign People and Common Humanity and the Average and the Public and the Majority and the Life Force and Statistics and the Economic Man brainless, eyeless, wicked spawn of the universal toad sitting in the black bloody ditch of eternal night and croaking for its mate which is the spectre of Hell.

m0stly clean (Slowsquatch), Friday, 11 August 2023 12:56 (two years ago)

So the post-war period was gloomy and depressed after the light-hearted harvests of the first years. Many drew apart in a new iolation either in the world of their dreams or in some work or other that would provide them with a living; work taken up haphazardly or in haste which seemed petty and colourless after so much excitement, and in any case everybody dismissed from their thoughts that brief illusory participation in the life of our neighbours. Certainly for many years no one any longer practised his proper métier, but all thought that they could and should do a thousand other things together, and some time passed before each man took upon his shoulders his proper métier and accepted its weight and the daily fatigue and the daily solitude, which is the sole means we have of sharing in the life of our neighbour, who is lost and confined in a like solitude.

youn, Tuesday, 15 August 2023 22:23 (two years ago)


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