i'm going to drive to manito now and see about a car, and some medicine. georege tep and teeny, you are in the right now i do declare. teeny we will see a cards game this spring but there will be drugs present. also maybe a sketchy/sketcher/sketching friend of mine or two. sorry them's the breaks. meet me at the stan musial statue.
it is strange, documenting these medicinal problems online. i kinda like it now but it will ruin my life later. funny, that. fuck walgreens for not properly checking uh medication inconsistencies, which is what this is in fact the result of and the whole stuff about alcohol, xanax, merv etc is just a joke.
oh and don't pull any of that dad-calling shit, that's like 3rd grade teacher bullshit.
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:36 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:39 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curt1s St3ph3ns, Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:40 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:41 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:43 (twenty-one years ago)
― cutty (mcutt), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:46 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:47 (twenty-one years ago)
9:35 AM, 22 Jan 05 trusth is i dreakn a lot b ar and ate a lot of acrid last night deleted by Matt DC (its just getting really fucking annoying)9:36 AM, 22 Jan 05 what is ginog on. deleted by Matt DC ( )9:36 AM, 22 Jan 05 drugs ar e really eveil deleted by Matt DC ( )9:37 AM, 22 Jan 05 CHANCE RUN INS deleted by Matt DC ( )9:37 AM, 22 Jan 05 i got locked ou i guess or semthing deleted by Matt DC ( )9:38 AM, 22 Jan 05 this is a lot of fun!! deleted by Matt DC ( )9:38 AM, 22 Jan 05 i am not sure what do make of it deleted by Matt DC ( )9:39 AM, 22 Jan 05 I ANT REALLY READ THEO FORUM AT THIS PT BUT MY MOM IS 15 FT AWAY FROM ME AND MY DAD IS A PROSCUTING ATTNY. deleted by Matt DC ( )9:39 AM, 22 Jan 05 wtf happened deleted by Matt DC ( )9:40 AM, 22 Jan 05 JONAD D = DEATH OL IX deleted by Matt DC ( )9:40 AM, 22 Jan 05 IM ADRNK AS FCK I THINK MY MM KNOWS WHO GIVES A SHTI deleted by Matt DC ( )9:40 AM, 22 Jan 05 i ma like cpl,teklyl fucked up and my modensot know deleted by Matt DC ( )9:42 AM, 22 Jan 05 i feel warm and cozy deleted by Matt DC ( )9:42 AM, 22 Jan 05 HI ALL IS ANYONE HERE deleted by Matt DC ( )9:42 AM, 22 Jan 05 whatch me act completely sober in this thead deleted by Matt DC ( )9:43 AM, 22 Jan 05 hello what did i talk abot 2 night deleted by Matt DC ( )9:44 AM, 22 Jan 05 help deleted by Matt DC ( )
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:48 (twenty-one years ago)
― :| (....), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:49 (twenty-one years ago)
i did not eat any acid, btw, and never would.
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:51 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curt1s St3ph3ns, Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:52 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:53 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:54 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tep (ktepi), Saturday, 22 January 2005 22:59 (twenty-one years ago)
― cutty (mcutt), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:01 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:02 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:03 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:08 (twenty-one years ago)
― kansas topography (kansas topography), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:13 (twenty-one years ago)
so i started gravity's rainbow the other day
OMG I'm 300 pages into GR and it's so EASY to UNDERSTAND! Maybe I'm BIPOLAR.
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:14 (twenty-one years ago)
i think your problems may be quite more disturbing than my own.
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:17 (twenty-one years ago)
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:18 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:18 (twenty-one years ago)
― joe suzuki-san (deangulberry), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:20 (twenty-one years ago)
― RJG (RJG), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:23 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:25 (twenty-one years ago)
Shove your "sanctimonious" up your fucking ass. I don't care if he's shooting up, snorting Drano, or shoving a Twinkie up his dick, I just want him to shut up.
― Tep (ktepi), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:27 (twenty-one years ago)
― milozauckerman (miloaukerman), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:28 (twenty-one years ago)
― cutty (mcutt), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:30 (twenty-one years ago)
aaron, i am sorry, you had so much trouble with gravity's rainbow. but, please, for the love of god, get over it.
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:30 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:31 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tep (ktepi), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:31 (twenty-one years ago)
GOOD: i am not on drugs and ppl will stop pestering me about rehab/threatening to call policeBAD: i am completely insane and ppl will start pestering me about institution/threatening to call police
hm.
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:32 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tep (ktepi), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:34 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:34 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:36 (twenty-one years ago)
Rocky And Bullwinkle.
― .ada.m. (nordicskilla), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:37 (twenty-one years ago)
― RJG (RJG), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:38 (twenty-one years ago)
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:39 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:40 (twenty-one years ago)
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:42 (twenty-one years ago)
this is funny though, because i used to believe it myself, until i started doing drugs, in the house, in the midst of an ILE addiction. try it. you might surprise yourself.
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:44 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:45 (twenty-one years ago)
― tokyo rosemary (rosemary), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:46 (twenty-one years ago)
― donut christ (donut), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:48 (twenty-one years ago)
er. well, yeah. see, i honestly didn't intend to but then around like 5-6 AM i mustve experienced ego-death or something. i sweartogod i remember absolutely none of those mattdcdeleted threads. my posts up to that time, from what i can tell, were at least somewhat normal.
you're right though, that i'm not really as sorry about all this, as i'm pretending to be.
― John (jdahlem), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:49 (twenty-one years ago)
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Saturday, 22 January 2005 23:50 (twenty-one years ago)
― Matt DC (Matt DC), Sunday, 23 January 2005 18:57 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:09 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:10 (twenty-one years ago)
I don't care about your life. I don't believe anyone here does. I just want you to shut the fuck up.
― Tep (ktepi), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:13 (twenty-one years ago)
― RJG (RJG), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:16 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tep (ktepi), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:17 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:21 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:22 (twenty-one years ago)
i think, you may have some ego problems.
why is it, that so many here, become so oddly obsessed with me. i, do not quite understand it.
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:22 (twenty-one years ago)
?
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:23 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:23 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:24 (twenty-one years ago)
― RJG (RJG), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:26 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tep (ktepi), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:27 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:27 (twenty-one years ago)
― Remy IS THE Snush (x Jeremy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:27 (twenty-one years ago)
― Remy IS THE Snush (x Jeremy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:28 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tep (ktepi), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:30 (twenty-one years ago)
― Remy IS THE Snush (x Jeremy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:31 (twenty-one years ago)
― Tep (ktepi), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:32 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:36 (twenty-one years ago)
and i do think some people are, just a touch, obsessed with me. but maybe that won't be anymore.
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:40 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:54 (twenty-one years ago)
― RJG (RJG), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:54 (twenty-one years ago)
just, shut the fuck up, yourself, george.
rjg, leave, before i permanently, become this.
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 19:59 (twenty-one years ago)
― yr adoring public, Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:14 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:16 (twenty-one years ago)
Twinkie defense!
Are we sure that John isn't C4lum's first successful pseud?
― nickn (nickn), Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:25 (twenty-one years ago)
hahaha
― thee music mole, Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:30 (twenty-one years ago)
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:36 (twenty-one years ago)
We'd have to define 'successful' here.
― Ned Raggett (Ned), Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:40 (twenty-one years ago)
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v238/tagluchi/000_01222.jpg
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:48 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:51 (twenty-one years ago)
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Sunday, 23 January 2005 20:52 (twenty-one years ago)
― RJG (RJG), Sunday, 23 January 2005 21:10 (twenty-one years ago)
― Stevem On X (blueski), Sunday, 23 January 2005 21:11 (twenty-one years ago)
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Sunday, 23 January 2005 21:12 (twenty-one years ago)
― RJG (RJG), Sunday, 23 January 2005 21:14 (twenty-one years ago)
Its a bit hard to ignore someone who gets in one's face every day going HA HA LOOK AT ME IM WASTED HAHA JEFNDJSFSDFD Oh hey hang on I wasnt doing that it was someone else where am I? HAHAHA YOU ALL SUCK YOU OBSESS OVER ME OMG ITS HAPPENING AGAIN.
You've been on ILX since 2002, way longer than me - and you used to write normal posts. WTF happened to you?
― Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:15 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:16 (twenty-one years ago)
in a row?
― Aaron Hertz (AaronHz), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:21 (twenty-one years ago)
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:26 (twenty-one years ago)
― John (jdahlem), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:27 (twenty-one years ago)
"jesus christ george, i really don't know what to think of you either" counts as obfuscating bullshit. So, what happened to you?
― Curious George Rides a Republican (Rock Hardy), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:34 (twenty-one years ago)
― Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:37 (twenty-one years ago)
― chaki in charge (chaki), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:45 (twenty-one years ago)
(I realize I can't separate the way I respond to John from the fact that my brother is a heroin addict, so if I get too hard on him, it's because the behavior is so familiar. But his Teflon karma bullshit of finding a thousand ways to avoid repentance isn't limited to addicts.)
Chaki, bite me.
― Tep (ktepi), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:48 (twenty-one years ago)
― Trayce (trayce), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:50 (twenty-one years ago)
― chaki in charge (chaki), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:52 (twenty-one years ago)
― teeny (teeny), Sunday, 23 January 2005 22:52 (twenty-one years ago)