TS: Possesed vs. Purgatory (ST vs IM)

"Am I crazy, or am I insane
Or have I already lost my mind
Is it real, or is it fake
Or am I in a permanent bind
Am I in power or am I a slave
Who in hell is in control
Am I still living, or am I dead
Do I still have a soul"
-Suicidal Tendencies

or

"Over clouds my mind will fly,
Forever now I can't think why,
My body tries to leave my soul,
Is it me? I just don't know."
-Iron Maiden

I can't choose.